I think about it,I wouldn't be so hateful if I had a normal life,a girl love me for who I am. I'm lack of affection and it's terrifying. You can be thankful to your parents for loving you but nothing is equal to love of someone from opposite sex,who cares about you and all that shit. When I got hurt there were no foid to worry about me, when I was in danger no foid is cared about me and all that is upsetting. Seeing happy couples enjoying their youth and caring about each other is makes me very mad and I just want to throw vanilla latte over them. Why? Why the fuck I'm lack of love whereas other people enjoying their lifes. Fuck that shit is not fair at all. I don't even know what's going to happen to me in future. I literally fail to imagine a future without female company and family like in old times,you know in these old fashioned movies; a middle class family,lovely wife,husband and children.
I don't think there is better feeling than laying down with your lover, looking at her eyes and feeling her presence, having children of your bloody and raising them.
But I gone too far and I don't know how to cope with the fact that I'll never have my own family
Hell,we will end up killing ourselves once we're out of copes. It's sad to think about it but our reality,so let's face it.
I don't think there is better feeling than laying down with your lover, looking at her eyes and feeling her presence, having children of your bloody and raising them.
But I gone too far and I don't know how to cope with the fact that I'll never have my own family
Hell,we will end up killing ourselves once we're out of copes. It's sad to think about it but our reality,so let's face it.
