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Long term lurker but never poster. I recently lost my virginity (paid for it). But some details have been eating me up inside. Long read but worth it. I’m an over sharer.
Backstory: Normal incel kinda guy. 5’7, white, 5 inch cock, ugly face, and a slighlty ND. Added to the wound is that I have a chad-lite younger brother and cousins. Somehow I got the shitty genetics of the family.
Story: My Chad-lite cousin got married to a half Thai half white foid. They were having a destination wedding in Thailand. My parents decided to have us all go and make a trip out of it. It was my first time out of the country.
One of my cousins, Kevin (brother of the groom), is more like me. Incel adjacent. He’s slightly higher (I guess) since he has technically had sex. But it was to an ugly obese woman so I see him maybe even lower. But whatever he’s roughly where I’m at as a virgin.
Once we discovered we’re both going to the wedding we decided to try to fuck some Thai foids. I read about SEAmaxxing and was led to believe it was easy. You fucks.
Fast forward to the trip and we end up hitting the nightlife with my cousins. They’re insufferable sex havers and steal all the spot light. Mostly chatting up other tourist sluts. My cousin Kevin and I eventually make an excuse to hit a video game spot, but we really just wanna be out on our own.
We go to a couple tourist bars but unfortunately they’re filled with Aussie chads and leathery white foids that don’t believe in sunscreen. Seemed like a lost cause. My cousin though was super convinced we’d find someone cause it’s “vacation”. Spoiler alert we didn’t. That overly optimistic fuck.
We ended up hanging with these two Irish guys. Obvious sex havers but not the kind that get women often. They said they were gonna hit soi cowboy. Essentially the red light district of Bangkok. So we decide to go with.
The inside of the first bar we go in was like nothing I’d ever imagined. Full of naked Thai hookers with numbers attached to them. I guess you were supposed to call the numbers and get them to come over. Kevin told me to pick a slut and call her over. I picked one. She came over and asked me to buy her a drink. I did and she started grinding on my dick.
It was good for a while. But I couldn’t help but notice she kept looking over and talking to the 6’0 Irish guy. He flirted back and she jumped off me and on to him. At this point I’m livid. Can’t even focus on the other sluts just thinking I lost a prostitute to someone better looking than me. The alcohol had me seeing red.
A short while passed and Kevin tells me he’s going for a “short time” with a hooker he was talking to. Tells me I should pick one up myself and meet him outside in like an hour. At that point I’m raging inside like a volcano. I just want to gtfo. But I lie and say okay sure. Right after he leaves with his slut I pay my bill (overcharged me to death) and leave.
I’m pretty drunk at this point and am walking towards the hotel. As I’m walking, a sexy Thai woman with fake tits yells “I’ll suck your dick for 500 baht (~$16).” At this point I decide why the fuck not. So I go up to her and say ok. She leads me down an alley way (I’m lucky I survived lol) and eventually come to this small guesthouse. She leads me to a bathroom and starts getting straight to business.
At this point I’m pretty much in high heaven. She sucks like a champion. Tells me I have a big farang (white) cock. I don’t think I’m gonna last. But then she stops and says “do you wanna fuck my asshole”. Now… I know you’re thinking. Im crazy for not even considering she might be a ladyboy. But I was drunk and fucking an asshole was my dream. Combined with being somewhat ND and it didn’t even cross my mind.
I say “how much?” And she responds “1,000 baht total”. I almost couldn’t say yes fast enough. She gives me a condom and as I’m putting it on (good thing I researched how to do this before), she pulls her shorts down with her back to me. She doesn’t have a huge ass but it’s nice and round. I insert my cock deep inside her. Not gently at all. She yelps. I’m almost about to burst with cum just knowing my small cock caused that squeal.
The asshole is so tight around my cock that I couldn’t control myself. That and squeezing her large fake tits hard. I finish quickly. She points me to the bidet (little hose attached to the toilet) to clean my cock. She thanks me and I leave.
The next day I told my cousin about it (with lots of pride lol) and he started laughing super hard. He said “you fucked a ladyboy”. I said no way she was definitely a woman. But the rest of the trip he kept making fun of me. Now he’s calling me gay and stuff. It has deeply effected my mental state.
I never actually saw a cock but now that he mentioned it I never actually saw the pussy either. The whole sex was doggy style bending her over in a bathroom toilet. I’m actually afraid that he might be right.
So what do you think? Did I lose my virginity to a man? Or just a woman that likes anal? Please tell me I’m just overthinking things….
Backstory: Normal incel kinda guy. 5’7, white, 5 inch cock, ugly face, and a slighlty ND. Added to the wound is that I have a chad-lite younger brother and cousins. Somehow I got the shitty genetics of the family.
Story: My Chad-lite cousin got married to a half Thai half white foid. They were having a destination wedding in Thailand. My parents decided to have us all go and make a trip out of it. It was my first time out of the country.
One of my cousins, Kevin (brother of the groom), is more like me. Incel adjacent. He’s slightly higher (I guess) since he has technically had sex. But it was to an ugly obese woman so I see him maybe even lower. But whatever he’s roughly where I’m at as a virgin.
Once we discovered we’re both going to the wedding we decided to try to fuck some Thai foids. I read about SEAmaxxing and was led to believe it was easy. You fucks.
Fast forward to the trip and we end up hitting the nightlife with my cousins. They’re insufferable sex havers and steal all the spot light. Mostly chatting up other tourist sluts. My cousin Kevin and I eventually make an excuse to hit a video game spot, but we really just wanna be out on our own.
We go to a couple tourist bars but unfortunately they’re filled with Aussie chads and leathery white foids that don’t believe in sunscreen. Seemed like a lost cause. My cousin though was super convinced we’d find someone cause it’s “vacation”. Spoiler alert we didn’t. That overly optimistic fuck.
We ended up hanging with these two Irish guys. Obvious sex havers but not the kind that get women often. They said they were gonna hit soi cowboy. Essentially the red light district of Bangkok. So we decide to go with.
The inside of the first bar we go in was like nothing I’d ever imagined. Full of naked Thai hookers with numbers attached to them. I guess you were supposed to call the numbers and get them to come over. Kevin told me to pick a slut and call her over. I picked one. She came over and asked me to buy her a drink. I did and she started grinding on my dick.
It was good for a while. But I couldn’t help but notice she kept looking over and talking to the 6’0 Irish guy. He flirted back and she jumped off me and on to him. At this point I’m livid. Can’t even focus on the other sluts just thinking I lost a prostitute to someone better looking than me. The alcohol had me seeing red.
A short while passed and Kevin tells me he’s going for a “short time” with a hooker he was talking to. Tells me I should pick one up myself and meet him outside in like an hour. At that point I’m raging inside like a volcano. I just want to gtfo. But I lie and say okay sure. Right after he leaves with his slut I pay my bill (overcharged me to death) and leave.
I’m pretty drunk at this point and am walking towards the hotel. As I’m walking, a sexy Thai woman with fake tits yells “I’ll suck your dick for 500 baht (~$16).” At this point I decide why the fuck not. So I go up to her and say ok. She leads me down an alley way (I’m lucky I survived lol) and eventually come to this small guesthouse. She leads me to a bathroom and starts getting straight to business.
At this point I’m pretty much in high heaven. She sucks like a champion. Tells me I have a big farang (white) cock. I don’t think I’m gonna last. But then she stops and says “do you wanna fuck my asshole”. Now… I know you’re thinking. Im crazy for not even considering she might be a ladyboy. But I was drunk and fucking an asshole was my dream. Combined with being somewhat ND and it didn’t even cross my mind.
I say “how much?” And she responds “1,000 baht total”. I almost couldn’t say yes fast enough. She gives me a condom and as I’m putting it on (good thing I researched how to do this before), she pulls her shorts down with her back to me. She doesn’t have a huge ass but it’s nice and round. I insert my cock deep inside her. Not gently at all. She yelps. I’m almost about to burst with cum just knowing my small cock caused that squeal.
The asshole is so tight around my cock that I couldn’t control myself. That and squeezing her large fake tits hard. I finish quickly. She points me to the bidet (little hose attached to the toilet) to clean my cock. She thanks me and I leave.
The next day I told my cousin about it (with lots of pride lol) and he started laughing super hard. He said “you fucked a ladyboy”. I said no way she was definitely a woman. But the rest of the trip he kept making fun of me. Now he’s calling me gay and stuff. It has deeply effected my mental state.
I never actually saw a cock but now that he mentioned it I never actually saw the pussy either. The whole sex was doggy style bending her over in a bathroom toilet. I’m actually afraid that he might be right.
So what do you think? Did I lose my virginity to a man? Or just a woman that likes anal? Please tell me I’m just overthinking things….
