slop king wenza
sloplord
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- Joined
- Nov 24, 2025
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- 15
im running out of copes
video games
guitar
tv
anime
movies
extraverted hobbies
ive ran through everything and i crave a vibe
sure i can still do thiese things but i dont get any joy from it anymore
age 30 is just pacing around my apartment not doing anything and occassionally vr gaming and guitar
i find i have to force relaxation set a timer and hold still otherwise ill pace myself to death
also im socially isolated and not from giving up people regect me often foids especially lol
so im just bored now all the time and unmotivated and dont have people to talk to
also friends i supposedly have only come around for free beer n food and money
i play bass in a metal band those are my closest people also incels actually
i wanna say i dont hate women, women hate me for existing and naturally im burned and angry about it
ive realized something at 30 being bored and safe is how bad it is to just cope n stay home being the good guy gets you no girls and how basically sociaety is a fkkn cage and i think im gonna hobo max/ music max. there is absolutly nothing society offers me anymore in the form of a safe path pedestrian. then we add the horrors coming in the future and how there is no future. ive been responsble and hard working on my life path with nothing to show for it no children no wife no life. so whats the point of continuing this safe boring path when i can live in the wild pursue rock n roll and get to travel america and live in slab city smoking weed.
im honestly done with my cage and my dog toys that i have to slave away 80% of my limited time on earth prior to my permanet death for copes that give me no joy now.
whats yalls thoughts ?
theres risk and its insain once i take this leap there is no return, do i go? im honestly to chicken to just rope im gonna wander i think
video games
guitar
tv
anime
movies
extraverted hobbies
ive ran through everything and i crave a vibe
sure i can still do thiese things but i dont get any joy from it anymore
age 30 is just pacing around my apartment not doing anything and occassionally vr gaming and guitar
i find i have to force relaxation set a timer and hold still otherwise ill pace myself to death
also im socially isolated and not from giving up people regect me often foids especially lol
so im just bored now all the time and unmotivated and dont have people to talk to
also friends i supposedly have only come around for free beer n food and money
i play bass in a metal band those are my closest people also incels actually
i wanna say i dont hate women, women hate me for existing and naturally im burned and angry about it
ive realized something at 30 being bored and safe is how bad it is to just cope n stay home being the good guy gets you no girls and how basically sociaety is a fkkn cage and i think im gonna hobo max/ music max. there is absolutly nothing society offers me anymore in the form of a safe path pedestrian. then we add the horrors coming in the future and how there is no future. ive been responsble and hard working on my life path with nothing to show for it no children no wife no life. so whats the point of continuing this safe boring path when i can live in the wild pursue rock n roll and get to travel america and live in slab city smoking weed.
im honestly done with my cage and my dog toys that i have to slave away 80% of my limited time on earth prior to my permanet death for copes that give me no joy now.
whats yalls thoughts ?
theres risk and its insain once i take this leap there is no return, do i go? im honestly to chicken to just rope im gonna wander i think





