Every time I almost get close to someone I notice a needle. Excessive twitter/discord usage or comments about patriarchy for example. That one thing fucking disgusts me and then I am unable to think about anything else or have to try and avoid bringing that topic up, for my own sanity. If I’m in one of my shit moods then basically everything starts pricking me. The sound of their voice, the way the smell, their shitty phone background. I really don’t think people are for me.
