
Genetic Dead End
Unfiltered sadness. AcneScarCel.
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- Oct 19, 2019
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I’ve been seriously considering dropping out of life completely. I don’t want to kill myself, but I do want to just stop participating in societal affairs. Something which I call “social suicide.” What do you guys think of this?
I’ve realized that the more I desire and strive for a better life, the more I fuck up and make things even more worse for myself. The sole perpetrator of my anguish is hope for a better future that will most likely never come. I realized that the “future” was the dangling carrot and I was the donkey all along. The best thing to do right now is to stop playing their game, if I don’t play, I can’t lose right? By uprooting myself from society, I can no longer live by any form of expectation. This means no more work, school, internships, or any kind of labor. I will just live my life in a hedonistic and aimless fashion as a wandering vagabond until I die of natural causes.
I’ve realized that the more I desire and strive for a better life, the more I fuck up and make things even more worse for myself. The sole perpetrator of my anguish is hope for a better future that will most likely never come. I realized that the “future” was the dangling carrot and I was the donkey all along. The best thing to do right now is to stop playing their game, if I don’t play, I can’t lose right? By uprooting myself from society, I can no longer live by any form of expectation. This means no more work, school, internships, or any kind of labor. I will just live my life in a hedonistic and aimless fashion as a wandering vagabond until I die of natural causes.