Im considering injecting oxytocin peptide units or lithium, whatever erases the need for affection. It’s making me acting twisted all I do is search for plastic surgeons and look for ways to get Lefort, I spend days in front of the mirror trying to fix myself, and Im gonna probably buy hydrocortisone to shrink my nose but Im hurting myself I lost my sanity and I don’t know what the fuck to do anymore. Im more afraid of failing to kill myself rather than doing it, so I could rather kill my limbic system. There’s no Incel therapy and I don’t want one, if not pulling my maxilla out of the face with screws.
