Whats the point of us existing and just suffering 24/7 while indulging in short term harmful pleasures and instant gratification? Our existence is quite literally meaningless and pointless. Without a purpose to live for we are already dead. Comfortability is the slow death of all of us.
Is anyone here working towards a greater goal or purpose on this earth? If not, why are we even living just wasting our lives away? All we do is play videogames, browse the internet, watch porn, watch movies, watch tv, wageslave, and sleep. What the fuck kind of lives are we living? What the fuck is this shit!? How do we look at the great men throughout history, the great men of this era, men who have their own business, skills, and accomplishments as we continue to live like trash?
Wageslaving fucked me over. Beforehand I was slowly, but steadily increasing my productivity and working towards my goal but then wageslaving made me lazy as fuck. Lazier than before. I drive and deliver packages for up to 10 hours a day most of the time. I come home tired as fuck. You think I want to workout or work towards my goals? HELL NO. I just want lay down, watch youtube, play some videogames, fap, then sleep. Literally slavery. Dont be fooled by being paid a "salary". If you arent working for yourself, or working a job that actually make you happy, YOU ARE A SLAVE. Yet here I am still living like this. Why? Because comfortability is quite literally a stronger force than sexual energy. Even if your situation sucks, the urge to stay with what you know instead of doing something new is a massive force to overcome.
Its a middleground of absolute mediocrity. Your situation isnt good, but it also isnt too bad to where you would ride the fire of change to get out of it, like the starving kid in africa meme, or someone born in a shitty third world country whos just praying to be able to find clean water to drink the next day. But even then its only relative. Someone whos lived a life that shitty for so long may actually be comfortable with searching for fresh water and food everyday, rather than finding any possible means of escaping.
The Japanese during ww2 commited some of the most vile atrocities known to mankind but I can compliment one thing about them. Atleast they had a purpose to live for, even if it was a brainwashed one. Believing their emperor was GOD and his word was law. To die for the emperor was the greatest of all honors and would be rewarded in the afterlife. They believed and followed in their own purpose so much that they would kamikaze themselves and fly their own planes into enemy ships.
We choose to be slaves just to be comfortable.
Check out the great philosopher Platos allegory of the cave.
Humans who were born and raised in a cave. The cave is all they know. They do not know what green grass or sunlight is. They do not know what a blue sky or a sky in general is. They dont know anything outside of their cave. One wanderer one day discovers an exit out the cave. His worldview is absolutely shattered. Blue skies, sunlight, different variety of foods, plants, green pastures. He quickly finds his way back to tell everyone about his findings. You think this man was met with excitement and treated as a hero? No. His peers hated him, challenging their worldview, telling them there existed a world outside their cave? Even though leaving the cave would've provided them with a better life and resources they chose to disbelieve their peer, they chose comfortability over ascension.
But then I realized the lack of motivation, even while wageslaving comes from short term pleasures and instant gratification, but even worse, the turn towards these things come from trauma and underlying negative beliefs. How is a subhuman who is hated by almost everyone purely because of his existence suppose to be motivated in life? The amount of uncomfortability you have to put yourself through to ascend is almost impossible.
Does anyone here know who Gordon Ramsay is? Have you seen the show Kitchen Nightmares? All of these owners have struggling restraunts and call world reknown Chef Ramsay for help. But what happens when he gets there? Every owner gets massively defensive over their food and service and pretend like its perfect because they dont want to hear the uncomfortable truth that their food is garbage, their practices arent good, and that they are awful owners. But only after ccepting the truth can they improve. We the viewers laugh at them like the fools they are, but we are literally no different than them. We may not be failing restaurant owners but we get defensive and run from other truths in our lifes. Literally the same concept but from another perspective, the same way someone can phrase a sentence in multiple different ways yet saying the same thing.
Maybe becoming blackpilled was a bad idea? When I was still bluepilled years ago, I tried way harder than I am now in life because I thought there was a chance, but the hatred I experieced for being subhuman pushed me further and further towards the blackpill AKA the "truth". I guess its true, the truth can be so painful that it really can destroy you if you let it.
But Im a hypocrite myself because I talk spiritual shit but I havent been on the path for a long time now. Literally a fraud who tries to call out other frauds to hide my own fraudulency
That makes me no different than a normie, or a foid, or anyone else that I hate. I'm starting to see now that alot of the people I hated the most(excluding past bullies, FUCK THEM) are actually people who are similar to me in negative qualities but from another perspective.
I have alot of hatred towards attractive people because they have something that would instantly fix my life situation. If I was good looking, I would've accomplished or been close to accomplishing all my goals by now. But honestly, that hatred is pointless because situations are all relative at the end of the day. Yes it is hard to accept but attractive people too have their own life problems, problems that may be minuscule or nonproblems to us, but nonetheless, they are problems towards them. However you have to look at both sides of the coin here. Even though we may hate this platitude, it is true even if it comes from a normies mouth. There are people with FAR worse situations than us. We are lucky to not have been born in some shitty gang corrupted south american country or shitty third world warring country where the only thing we have to look forward too the next day is hoping to not get killed, or starve to death. Those victims would instantly trade lives with us and look at our problems as minuscule and non issues.
I no longer hate females or normies, because I'm not any better than them. Im a hypocrite like them but from a different perspective. Thats all it is. Also hatred has done nothing good for me, nor has it made my life any better. So whats the point?
Im going to torture myself to succeed. IDGAF, no more excuses. Im adopting a new philosophy. Either gradually improve/go all out, or just die. Theirs literally no point at all in living like this, and even if I fail atleast i didnt let the capitalist NWO system beat me. Atleast I can say I went all out or actually tried instead of bending over and letting the NWO fuck me at will. If im not going to improve then I dont deserve to live.
I think their is a greater blackpill, than the blackpill that we know. A hidden further blackpill that exist if we open our eyes. Their are two sides to it. The side in which you accept it and give up, and the side in which you accept it but learn and accommodate towards it to live a happy life.
The blackpill we know now is just a footnote, the way of buddha is the next step and the TRUE blackpill. Only once you can accept that you are responsible for changing and fixing your own life situations and that you are currently at heart, no better than most of your enemies can you see and follow the buddha pill.
Is anyone here working towards a greater goal or purpose on this earth? If not, why are we even living just wasting our lives away? All we do is play videogames, browse the internet, watch porn, watch movies, watch tv, wageslave, and sleep. What the fuck kind of lives are we living? What the fuck is this shit!? How do we look at the great men throughout history, the great men of this era, men who have their own business, skills, and accomplishments as we continue to live like trash?
Wageslaving fucked me over. Beforehand I was slowly, but steadily increasing my productivity and working towards my goal but then wageslaving made me lazy as fuck. Lazier than before. I drive and deliver packages for up to 10 hours a day most of the time. I come home tired as fuck. You think I want to workout or work towards my goals? HELL NO. I just want lay down, watch youtube, play some videogames, fap, then sleep. Literally slavery. Dont be fooled by being paid a "salary". If you arent working for yourself, or working a job that actually make you happy, YOU ARE A SLAVE. Yet here I am still living like this. Why? Because comfortability is quite literally a stronger force than sexual energy. Even if your situation sucks, the urge to stay with what you know instead of doing something new is a massive force to overcome.
Its a middleground of absolute mediocrity. Your situation isnt good, but it also isnt too bad to where you would ride the fire of change to get out of it, like the starving kid in africa meme, or someone born in a shitty third world country whos just praying to be able to find clean water to drink the next day. But even then its only relative. Someone whos lived a life that shitty for so long may actually be comfortable with searching for fresh water and food everyday, rather than finding any possible means of escaping.
The Japanese during ww2 commited some of the most vile atrocities known to mankind but I can compliment one thing about them. Atleast they had a purpose to live for, even if it was a brainwashed one. Believing their emperor was GOD and his word was law. To die for the emperor was the greatest of all honors and would be rewarded in the afterlife. They believed and followed in their own purpose so much that they would kamikaze themselves and fly their own planes into enemy ships.
We choose to be slaves just to be comfortable.
Check out the great philosopher Platos allegory of the cave.
Humans who were born and raised in a cave. The cave is all they know. They do not know what green grass or sunlight is. They do not know what a blue sky or a sky in general is. They dont know anything outside of their cave. One wanderer one day discovers an exit out the cave. His worldview is absolutely shattered. Blue skies, sunlight, different variety of foods, plants, green pastures. He quickly finds his way back to tell everyone about his findings. You think this man was met with excitement and treated as a hero? No. His peers hated him, challenging their worldview, telling them there existed a world outside their cave? Even though leaving the cave would've provided them with a better life and resources they chose to disbelieve their peer, they chose comfortability over ascension.
But then I realized the lack of motivation, even while wageslaving comes from short term pleasures and instant gratification, but even worse, the turn towards these things come from trauma and underlying negative beliefs. How is a subhuman who is hated by almost everyone purely because of his existence suppose to be motivated in life? The amount of uncomfortability you have to put yourself through to ascend is almost impossible.
Does anyone here know who Gordon Ramsay is? Have you seen the show Kitchen Nightmares? All of these owners have struggling restraunts and call world reknown Chef Ramsay for help. But what happens when he gets there? Every owner gets massively defensive over their food and service and pretend like its perfect because they dont want to hear the uncomfortable truth that their food is garbage, their practices arent good, and that they are awful owners. But only after ccepting the truth can they improve. We the viewers laugh at them like the fools they are, but we are literally no different than them. We may not be failing restaurant owners but we get defensive and run from other truths in our lifes. Literally the same concept but from another perspective, the same way someone can phrase a sentence in multiple different ways yet saying the same thing.
Maybe becoming blackpilled was a bad idea? When I was still bluepilled years ago, I tried way harder than I am now in life because I thought there was a chance, but the hatred I experieced for being subhuman pushed me further and further towards the blackpill AKA the "truth". I guess its true, the truth can be so painful that it really can destroy you if you let it.
But Im a hypocrite myself because I talk spiritual shit but I havent been on the path for a long time now. Literally a fraud who tries to call out other frauds to hide my own fraudulency
That makes me no different than a normie, or a foid, or anyone else that I hate. I'm starting to see now that alot of the people I hated the most(excluding past bullies, FUCK THEM) are actually people who are similar to me in negative qualities but from another perspective.I have alot of hatred towards attractive people because they have something that would instantly fix my life situation. If I was good looking, I would've accomplished or been close to accomplishing all my goals by now. But honestly, that hatred is pointless because situations are all relative at the end of the day. Yes it is hard to accept but attractive people too have their own life problems, problems that may be minuscule or nonproblems to us, but nonetheless, they are problems towards them. However you have to look at both sides of the coin here. Even though we may hate this platitude, it is true even if it comes from a normies mouth. There are people with FAR worse situations than us. We are lucky to not have been born in some shitty gang corrupted south american country or shitty third world warring country where the only thing we have to look forward too the next day is hoping to not get killed, or starve to death. Those victims would instantly trade lives with us and look at our problems as minuscule and non issues.
I no longer hate females or normies, because I'm not any better than them. Im a hypocrite like them but from a different perspective. Thats all it is. Also hatred has done nothing good for me, nor has it made my life any better. So whats the point?
Im going to torture myself to succeed. IDGAF, no more excuses. Im adopting a new philosophy. Either gradually improve/go all out, or just die. Theirs literally no point at all in living like this, and even if I fail atleast i didnt let the capitalist NWO system beat me. Atleast I can say I went all out or actually tried instead of bending over and letting the NWO fuck me at will. If im not going to improve then I dont deserve to live.
I think their is a greater blackpill, than the blackpill that we know. A hidden further blackpill that exist if we open our eyes. Their are two sides to it. The side in which you accept it and give up, and the side in which you accept it but learn and accommodate towards it to live a happy life.
The blackpill we know now is just a footnote, the way of buddha is the next step and the TRUE blackpill. Only once you can accept that you are responsible for changing and fixing your own life situations and that you are currently at heart, no better than most of your enemies can you see and follow the buddha pill.
