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I was alone for 5 years, without any friends. Every single day, tons of couples would walk past me. The worst experience was in study hall, when I'd see couples studying together. I needed to get things done, but couples would talk to each other, look so happy. I couldn't focus, my mood oscillated between extreme rage/sadness/ and daydreaming about being the guy. My degree, applied math was worttless, can't get a job with it. Proabbly could of. had I talked with career counciler but I was too high inhib. I was insecure, had no self confidence and positive reinforcmeent growing up, which contributed to my high inhib. I WAS A GHOST THERE.