It's Over cant sleep for days,mind collapsing

[Vukov1]

Last week was rough,cant sleep anymore it drives me crazy,sitting currently on my 17th beer since 6am this morning and high as fuck on benzos,i cant even do simple tasks whatver i try i had fallen into some numb state idk what to do to cope anymore,my days go like this,wake up hungover,shower put clothes on drive to the store buy some alcohol and load my gambling account then spend whole nights gambling on slots/roullette/originals till i rip ballance or walk away in profit just for the next day to gamble till i rip it... im currently thinking to end it all but still cant do it im convincing myself and giving false hope even tho i know its just my mind protecting me with false hope or im a coward.. what should i do i didnt sleep for the past 37 hours and feel neutral and numb,even thinking to go to the ER and check myself in for psych evaluation

 

[hierophant]

Last week was rough,cant sleep anymore it drives me crazy,sitting currently on my 17th beer since 6am this morning and high as fuck on benzos,i cant even do simple tasks whatver i try i had fallen into some numb state idk what to do to cope anymore,my days go like this,wake up hungover,shower put clothes on drive to the store buy some alcohol and load my gambling account then spend whole nights gambling on slots/roullette/originals till i rip ballance or walk away in profit just for the next day to gamble till i rip it... im currently thinking to end it all but still cant do it im convincing myself and giving false hope even tho i know its just my mind protecting me with false hope or im a coward.. what should i do i didnt sleep for the past 37 hours and feel neutral and numb,even thinking to go to the ER and check myself in for psych evaluation

I wish you well.

 

[The Death Devil]

Brutal post...

I suppose that you should lay down the drinks and drugs for a while and then try to fall asleep—think of it as savoring them later desu. I doubt that the ER is really going to do anything of use even if you take yourself there, but you're free to try. You should also probably stop gambling so much, and just load up your account with a little bit and spin on slots that are cheaper.

Do you have rent or anything to pay?

 

[Vukov1]

had a rough week,finally slept 2 days in a row now my mind feels reset,im more relaxed today...

 

[NightOwl2023]

How’re you doing now man

 

[Emba]

Try camo meal tea.

 

[No escape]

Just fall asleep bro theory