Been socially isolated for 3 years, got to the hostel/dorm few hours ago, I hate everything about this. College will start in few days and real offline exams will be in two weeks, I was basically a NEET past 3 years because online exams and classes.
This is too overwhelming for me, I know NEET life style lead me to depression but it's so comfy, like I was suffering the whole time but I was also comfy because I did nothing, now my life may get better but I have to put in some mental effort and energy. If my instincts didn't stop me I would literally die of starvation [UWSL]because eating food requires effort. [/UWSL]
This is too overwhelming for me, I know NEET life style lead me to depression but it's so comfy, like I was suffering the whole time but I was also comfy because I did nothing, now my life may get better but I have to put in some mental effort and energy. If my instincts didn't stop me I would literally die of starvation [UWSL]because eating food requires effort. [/UWSL]
