Today at my job I got shouted at, yelled at, insulted, been blamed for things I had no control over, been called incompetend and useless by customers.
Customer support is one of the worst jobs ever, even for normies. But at least at the end of the day, normies can go get hug their girlfriends and wives and be comforted. I've never had that and never will.
I tried to talk to my parents, my dad told me ''if work was pleasant, they would not pay you to do it''. My mom told me to talk back to them, but I obviously can't do that. I have certain guidelines to follow and I genuinely try to do a good job. This job saved me from the suicidal thoughts.
But I feel so powerless. I am powerless. I am a fucking rag. A doormat for the customers. The company I work for does shitty anti-consumer practices that annoy the customers, and of course I am the one who has to answer for that, as if I had any say.