I got bullied mercilessly in both middle and high school for being fat and ugly. I was smart as a kid in fact much more smarter than now. I knew a lot of things that my peers had no idea of. I was self-aware of politics and used to be fond of other countries culture. I loved history and enjoyed learning new things until I started being targeted by children for my looks. My english skills were also developing during that time and everything was going great. My family knew that there was future ahead of me but unfortunately all of the bullying got into me since I am a very sensitive and emotional person. Even being bullied on this forum sometimes gets to me let alone when people did that to me in real life. Could have been in college now chasing a career then working from an office but instead I am rotting in my shithole city as a NEET. Wasted potential is what I'd like to refer to myself.
Normies truly ruined me. They ruined my mind , self-esteem and everything. I have a crippling social anxiety I enter in flight mode over minor things and suffer panic attacks at public.
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