It's Over Brutal weekend. Tried roping twice.

[Devilspawncel]

I'm too pussy for this shit man plus my mother and brother would be devastated if I went through with it.

So much shit happened this week that I went from "meh" to wanting to rope. I also wanted to rope months ago but hopium kept me going. Now I don't even feel alive anymore. I somehow also developed anxiety which I didn't have before.

My copes are still dry and the hopium tank is empty. It's fucking ovER

 

[FemcelAnnihilator]

Brutal

 

[Emerald]

Start a new video game and try to grind it, gives me at least to something to do with my time

 

[Devilspawncel]

Start a new video game and try to grind it, gives me at least to something to do with my time

I did this a lot. But it's not very rewarding anymore.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Hang in there brocel

 

[Sir Waco]

yea stress kills niggas

 

[JewProducER]

Hang in there brocel

just don't hang on thERe

 

[Adolf Kitler]

 

[IronGuard27]

 

[Lonelyus]

Was gonna hang myself last year but didnt, It is what it is

 

[SrutalBeggs]

Hang in there brocel

 

[RandomGuy]

 

[suicidecase]

I'm deeply suicidal as well, but also know I'm too cowardly to do it. It's pointless and irrational. We may as well just live and do what the fuck we want from moment to moment. If you truly live in the moment and don't think/care about the future or the past, or care about other people (beyond those you need to care about), you can always find copes. And time moves really fast once you get out of your youth, so it hardly makes a difference. We can kill ourselves when we're old and get cancer.

 

[twisted]

Hang in there brocel

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

A month ago i was in your shoes, still i am i just lack means to do it .

 

[the kurdish loner]

mother and brother would be devastated

If your mother had been treating you well and loved you. Don't do it.

 

[exposesociety]

ERfirst