It's Over By each day, I feel like my old personality is starting to slowly crack.

[caineturbat2003]

Does anybody else experience this? Like, I swear I used to be a totally different person with different thought patterns and emotions. And no, it's not pERsonality growth or any of that shit because back then I remember I used to feel more alive than I am now. I feel so unmotivated to do anything, even eating.

Even my memory so fucked up. Back then I used to memorise alot of shit in seconds, now I feel like some foreign invisible entity has lobotomised me. Or even the information I used back then in my head is gone. And no matter how much willpower I pull in my mind, the information simply doesn't come back or if it does, I have to wait a couple minutes. And I am even starting to forget shit more often, it's fucking insane. I feel like a boomer, it's so over.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

its a sign your iq is dropping

 

[gracious sub5]

foreign invisible entity has lobotomised me

Same I too feel like I lost 10-20 iq point compare to myself few years ago

 

[caineturbat2003]

its a sign your iq is dropping

I am the type of person that also overthinks before doing something. Maybe it's because of my OCD.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Back then I used to memorise alot of shit in seconds, now I feel like some foreign invisible entity has lobotomised me. Or even the information I used back then in my head is gone.

Same
Nowadays I can barely remember passwords that I created seconds ago, I tend to forget which way doors open and basic grammar

 

[caineturbat2003]

Same
Nowadays I can barely remember passwords that I created seconds ago, I tend to forget which way doors open and basic grammar

It's insane that after my mental breakdown back on April 2025, I was never the same. If you would compare the pre-April version of me with post-April, you would swear we are 2 completely different people.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I tend to forget which way doors open

Trucel Trait: You forget how to open doors

A few years back I forgot how to open a door I stood there with key in hand for several minutes or so until a neighbor helped me with the keyhole I don't know if my brain is not working or my low IQ is getting in the way as always

incels.is

 

[caineturbat2003]

I think it's also because of my overused porn usage.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

It's insane that after my mental breakdown back on April 2025, I was never the same. If you would compare the pre-April version of me with post-April, you would swear we are 2 completely different people.

Inceldom destroys a sub5

 

[H U N T E R]

Does anybody else experience this? Like, I swear I used to be a totally different person with different thought patterns and emotions. And no, it's not pERsonality growth or any of that shit because back then I remember I used to feel more alive than I am now. I feel so unmotivated to do anything, even eating.

Even my memory so fucked up. Back then I used to memorise alot of shit in seconds, now I feel like some foreign invisible entity has lobotomised me. Or even the information I used back then in my head is gone. And no matter how much willpower I pull in my mind, the information simply doesn't come back or if it does, I have to wait a couple minutes. And I am even starting to forget shit more often, it's fucking insane. I feel like a boomer, it's so over.

Man, what's worse is that after the blackpill I really got like that. When I found out I was a truecel and analyzed why people mocked my appearance, I ended up in a very deep depression to the point of not even going to school properly anymore.

 

[H U N T E R]

Does anybody else experience this? Like, I swear I used to be a totally different person with different thought patterns and emotions. And no, it's not pERsonality growth or any of that shit because back then I remember I used to feel more alive than I am now. I feel so unmotivated to do anything, even eating.

Even my memory so fucked up. Back then I used to memorise alot of shit in seconds, now I feel like some foreign invisible entity has lobotomised me. Or even the information I used back then in my head is gone. And no matter how much willpower I pull in my mind, the information simply doesn't come back or if it does, I have to wait a couple minutes. And I am even starting to forget shit more often, it's fucking insane. I feel like a boomer, it's so over.

When I didn't know about Blackpill, I still had a bit of happiness. Incredibly, back then, before Blackpill, I had some friends (not many), but they were the kind of friends I'd call every single day and have a good laugh with. It was a good and incredible time; we always talked about anime, games, and so on. Nowadays, I'm not the same anymore.

 

[H U N T E R]

Does anybody else experience this? Like, I swear I used to be a totally different person with different thought patterns and emotions. And no, it's not pERsonality growth or any of that shit because back then I remember I used to feel more alive than I am now. I feel so unmotivated to do anything, even eating.

Even my memory so fucked up. Back then I used to memorise alot of shit in seconds, now I feel like some foreign invisible entity has lobotomised me. Or even the information I used back then in my head is gone. And no matter how much willpower I pull in my mind, the information simply doesn't come back or if it does, I have to wait a couple minutes. And I am even starting to forget shit more often, it's fucking insane. I feel like a boomer, it's so over.

That part about you not being able to memorize things properly is a very classic sign of depression. I don't know the degree of your depression, but the symptoms can worsen considerably if you have severe depression.

 

[caineturbat2003]

That part about you not being able to memorize things properly is a very classic sign of depression. I don't know the degree of your depression, but the symptoms can worsen considerably if you have severe depression.

Brutal, and what's worse is that psychologists are shit at their jobs. They would most likely worsen my condition or make no progress at all. At this point I'm at the hands of fate.

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

It sounds like the passage of time is raping your body. I'm feeling the effects of aging pretty bad too

 

[Aein_the_Nihilist]

I am 20 but I also forget things so quickly.

It's over for me

 

[Sir Silentium]

I can relate, I just have less desire to do things now

 

[H U N T E R]

Brutal, and what's worse is that psychologists are shit at their jobs. They would most likely worsen my condition or make no progress at all. At this point I'm at the hands of fate.

Unfortunately, fate is something immutable...

 

[lmlawi]

Does anybody else experience this? Like, I swear I used to be a totally different person with different thought patterns and emotions. And no, it's not pERsonality growth or any of that shit because back then I remember I used to feel more alive than I am now. I feel so unmotivated to do anything, even eating.

Even my memory so fucked up. Back then I used to memorise alot of shit in seconds, now I feel like some foreign invisible entity has lobotomised me. Or even the information I used back then in my head is gone. And no matter how much willpower I pull in my mind, the information simply doesn't come back or if it does, I have to wait a couple minutes. And I am even starting to forget shit more often, it's fucking insane. I feel like a boomer, it's so over.

What porn does to a guy

 

[nihilum]

mentalcel trait.

 

[happyfolks]

Same, its getting worse. My IQ is dropping 1 point a day, lately ive been watching porn alot and stayed inside my dorm all day so its been really bad

 

[SnakeCel]

Does anybody else experience this? Like, I swear I used to be a totally different person with different thought patterns and emotions. And no, it's not pERsonality growth or any of that shit because back then I remember I used to feel more alive than I am now. I feel so unmotivated to do anything, even eating.

Even my memory so fucked up. Back then I used to memorise alot of shit in seconds, now I feel like some foreign invisible entity has lobotomised me. Or even the information I used back then in my head is gone. And no matter how much willpower I pull in my mind, the information simply doesn't come back or if it does, I have to wait a couple minutes. And I am even starting to forget shit more often, it's fucking insane. I feel like a boomer, it's so over.

The subhuman life of incels takes a massive toll on the mind. It's that simple. It is mentally degrading.

 

[INVERTER]

Experiencing chronic isolation drastically changes your brain. You literally cannot feel happy and turn into a robot after a while. You can't focus on anything and every interaction you have with strangers feels like a fake performance

 

[caineturbat2003]

Experiencing chronic isolation drastically changes your brain. You literally cannot feel happy and turn into a robot after a while. You can't focus on anything and every interaction you have with strangers feels like a fake performance

You've basically put into words what I was feeling, thank you!

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

A few millimeters of bone would fix my personality, tbh