cripplecel
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My life is horrible because of NTpill. I was fucked up socially from autism then became socially isolated and all the problems got worse.
If I try to socialise in real life people are put off due to non NT behaviours + shit social skill.
If I try online I get ignored because I am boring and unlikeable.
I can’t even hold a conversation now and my social skills will keep degrading because I don’t have opportunities to socialise.
It’s horrible because I enjoy socialising and would much rather do that than rot in my room. But I am crippled socially and can’t do it.
If I try to socialise in real life people are put off due to non NT behaviours + shit social skill.
If I try online I get ignored because I am boring and unlikeable.
I can’t even hold a conversation now and my social skills will keep degrading because I don’t have opportunities to socialise.
It’s horrible because I enjoy socialising and would much rather do that than rot in my room. But I am crippled socially and can’t do it.





