Brain Damage. I can't learn new things.

[CrackyChanFan]

I am 26 years old. I feel like my mind has crystallised and I am finding it hard to learn new things. What's worse is that I keep missing nights of sleep due to insomnia and retarded decisions so my memory has turned to absolute shit. I am becoming dumber and dumber and I am ashamed. I missed all my chances to self-improve and learn good skills. I have no hope in hell of ever being a serious independent person.
I am ugly, unlikable, autistic, adhdcel. My brain and body are just malformed. I feel like I should have just been aborted and everything would be alright. The only reason I am alive is I am very frightened of dying.

 

[Deleted member 30682]

Brutal

 

[CrackyChanFan]

Brutal

Physical decline and physical deformities suck. However, I think mental deformities are worse in my opinion. It's like the very core of be is just shit. If you used to be ok but can't think clearly or understand things anymore then you realise how useless you are and how frustrating it is. All of my grandparents had massive cognitive decline in old age and got Alzheimer's. If I live long enough I will definitely get Alzheimer's.

 

[Deleted member 30682]

Physical decline and physical deformities suck. However, I think mental deformities are worse in my opinion. It's like the very core of be is just shit. If you used to be ok but can't think clearly or understand things anymore then you realise how useless you are and how frustrating it is. All of my grandparents had massive cognitive decline in old age and got Alzheimer's. If I live long enough I will definitely get Alzheimer's.

Just take it easy man. You probably feel more stupid than you actually are, trust me.

 

[GermaniaIncelia]

stupid idiot

 

[OwlGod]

you don't have brain damage

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I am 26 years old. I feel like my mind has crystallised and I am finding it hard to learn new things. What's worse is that I keep missing nights of sleep due to insomnia and retarded decisions so my memory has turned to absolute shit. I am becoming dumber and dumber and I am ashamed. I missed all my chances to self-improve and learn good skills. I have no hope in hell of ever being a serious independent person.
I am ugly, unlikable, autistic, adhdcel. My brain and body are just malformed. I feel like I should have just been aborted and everything would be alright. The only reason I am alive is I am very frightened of dying.

My brain is shit but it's from too much internet usage and complete social isolation.

 

[curryboy420]

its ok bro, just smoke weed take xans and play gta and sleep 16 hours a day and ur life will be back to normal before u know it

 

[based_meme]

Your brain never stops learning, because learning is just novel stimuli mixed with pattern recognition to be stored in memory (you've already learned a fact just by reading this). You literally learn every single day, but barely anything if your days are mostly the same shit routines in and out.

 

[BANG]

same tbh, learning is hard