Brutal Being ugly ruined my life

[deleted fren]

I am almost one hundred percent sure I have PTSD. Ever since 100+ normies and e girls mocked my face and called me ugly

View: https://youtu.be/tgAimWwOLng?si=_8AxVsSnzeVd3bil

I feel basically nothing. I don't feel sadness when I'm insulted. I don't enjoy video games like I once did. I don't enjoy anything I'm completely numb and it's very clear why. My mind is constantly invaded by painful memories and thoughts. I have no control.

My life was ruined by being ugly. If I were normal looking, this wouldn't have happened. It's impossible to escape the trauma, because it's constantly negatively reinforced irl by the faces of disgust women especially give me.

"Just go to therapy"
yea, have some ex college slut who's never been in my shoes lecture and gaslight me about something she couldn't possibly understand.

The sad truth is, there really is nothing left of who I once was. I'm a hollow husk. The only thing that really remains is hatred.


What's sad? I could've been attractive had I not been forced by my poor environment growing up to mouth breathe. Had I not grown up in a rotting room filled with black mold and dogs, my face wouldn't be as ugly as it is. Life is so cruel

 

[Icarus]

Without the hatred I wouldn't be able to cope tbh

 

[deleted fren]

Without the hatred I wouldn't be able to cope tbh

I would've killed myself. I already tried to kill myself after being mocked so much, it cut pretty deep but missed the artery. I freaked out somewhat afterwards. I couldn't try to kill myself again, not just because of fear, but because of hatred. I hate humanity. I'm passed simply self pity.

 

[Icarus]

I would've killed myself. I already tried to kill myself after being mocked so much, it cut pretty deep but missed the artery. I freaked out somewhat afterwards. I couldn't try to kill myself again, not just because of fear, but because of hatred. I hate humanity. I'm passed simply self pity.

I'm sorry brocel. Life really is cruel to people in our position.

 

[RealSchizo]

Same. I was not prepared for this world every single trucel has a ptsd

 

[deleted fren]

Same. I was not prepared for this world every single trucel has a ptsd

Without a doubt. Normies will never understand.

I'm sorry brocel. Life really is cruel to people in our position.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Without the hatred I wouldn't be able to cope tbh

 

[Grodd]

Same, and i for sure have a form of PTSD from the bullying i experienced because of my looks.

 

[BPJ]

my life was ruined by not being NT, not being good looking

 

[Chud Norris72]

I like watching your videos, you nail that H.Ledger voice pretty well

 

[ardeys]

I am almost one hundred percent sure I have PTSD. Ever since 100+ normies and e girls mocked my face and called me ugly

View: https://youtu.be/tgAimWwOLng?si=_8AxVsSnzeVd3bil

I feel basically nothing. I don't feel sadness when I'm insulted. I don't enjoy video games like I once did. I don't enjoy anything I'm completely numb and it's very clear why. My mind is constantly invaded by painful memories and thoughts. I have no control.

My life was ruined by being ugly. If I were normal looking, this wouldn't have happened. It's impossible to escape the trauma, because it's constantly negatively reinforced irl by the faces of disgust women especially give me.

"Just go to therapy"
yea, have some ex college slut who's never been in my shoes lecture and gaslight me about something she couldn't possibly understand.

The sad truth is, there really is nothing left of who I once was. I'm a hollow husk. The only thing that really remains is hatred.


What's sad? I could've been attractive had I not been forced by my poor environment growing up to mouth breathe. Had I not grown up in a rotting room filled with black mold and dogs, my face wouldn't be as ugly as it is. Life is so cruel

Bro fuck these people I really feel sorry for you and we understand how it is, in a way or another normies will pay for their evil and dumb actions

 

[Itsoverm8]

Same. I was not prepared for this world every single trucel has a ptsd

 

[Caichan]

ugly. If I were normal looking, this wouldn't have happened

i think about the possibilities everyday

 

[endoftheskies]

I am almost one hundred percent sure I have PTSD. Ever since 100+ normies and e girls mocked my face and called me ugly

View: https://youtu.be/tgAimWwOLng?si=_8AxVsSnzeVd3bil

I feel basically nothing. I don't feel sadness when I'm insulted. I don't enjoy video games like I once did. I don't enjoy anything I'm completely numb and it's very clear why. My mind is constantly invaded by painful memories and thoughts. I have no control.

My life was ruined by being ugly. If I were normal looking, this wouldn't have happened. It's impossible to escape the trauma, because it's constantly negatively reinforced irl by the faces of disgust women especially give me.

"Just go to therapy"
yea, have some ex college slut who's never been in my shoes lecture and gaslight me about something she couldn't possibly understand.

The sad truth is, there really is nothing left of who I once was. I'm a hollow husk. The only thing that really remains is hatred.


What's sad? I could've been attractive had I not been forced by my poor environment growing up to mouth breathe. Had I not grown up in a rotting room filled with black mold and dogs, my face wouldn't be as ugly as it is. Life is so cruel

hate is the only thing left