As having a narcissistic father who shamed me for every perceived failure of mine, especially in the social respect.
I wish he had been more supportive of me so I could’ve remained arrogant without caring about normies’ opinions. Arrogance is nothing bad if it offends normies because they never gave a shit about me anyway, and most of the time, they couldn’t really do anything to me. But my narcy dad always kept shaming me for being asocial, even after I had found cope in intellectual stuff he kept saying “you must learn how to socialize with people!”. That’s why I had such a people pleasing phase that I deeply regret. It’s better to just be a loner than trying to please the very people that look down on you, fuk
I wish he had been more supportive of me so I could’ve remained arrogant without caring about normies’ opinions. Arrogance is nothing bad if it offends normies because they never gave a shit about me anyway, and most of the time, they couldn’t really do anything to me. But my narcy dad always kept shaming me for being asocial, even after I had found cope in intellectual stuff he kept saying “you must learn how to socialize with people!”. That’s why I had such a people pleasing phase that I deeply regret. It’s better to just be a loner than trying to please the very people that look down on you, fuk
