Being mental is HELL

[_incelinside]

I'm stuck in my room with no friends and social circle. I lack the skills to have basic conversation with people and get crippling anxety even talking to normies. I don't relate to anyone. This is pure hell. Worse then being a virgin. I just want to be normal and have mates to talk to and shit but at the same time I don't. I don't give a flying fuck about getting laid at this point in time, I just wanna be able to function normally not like a total fucking alien.

I think i'm going crazy

 

[Cynistic]

Same

 

[Deleted member 2119]

This is almost like me

Welcome to the manler club

 

[_incelinside]

This is almost like me

Welcome to the manler club

Jealous of the ugly as shit incels who are at least NT so they can enjoy socializing, living like this is raw suifuel, watching chads, normies and subhumans interact talk and have a good time

 

[Testiclechincel]

I feel you man.
My only luck in life is that i had to work in customer support for years in order not to starve so i can somewhat talk to people.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Jealous of the ugly as shit incels who are at least NT so they can enjoy socializing, living like this is raw suifuel, watching chads, normies and subhumans interact talk and have a good time

Hos tall are you?

 

[Tellem--T]

I'm you

 

[_incelinside]

Hos tall are you?

5 ft 8.5

 

[IsolationHurts]

Same.... after years of isolation (no friends, no gf, never talk to anybody never) i feel like an alien. Its drving me mad.
Having no social skills and social anxiety is truly hell...I dont feel, think or want things like humans do, and i know it.
Having a life is too much for me now...
I hope i die soon :,(

 

[Deleted member 2119]

5 ft 8.5

O am about the same height and it sucks

I can't even imagine 5'4 or 5'5 manlets

 

[_incelinside]

O am about the same height and it sucks

I can't even imagine 5'4 or 5'5 manlets

Wear Adidas that boost me an inch so i'm less subhuman

 

[Cynistic]

5 ft 8.5

O am about the same height and it sucks
I can't even imagine 5'4 or 5'5 manlets

Over for us midgetcels idd.

 

[_incelinside]

yeah I had a 5 foot 5 friend. He was GL as shit, peple were nice to him but he got zero female attention

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it's truly over for sub 5 foot 7

 

[IronMike]

can confirm manletism

 

[_incelinside]

Same.... after years of isolation (no friends, no gf, never talk to anybody never) i feel like an alien. Its drving me mad.
Having no social skills and social anxiety is truly hell...I dont feel, think or want things like humans do, and i know it.
Having a life is too much for me now...
I hope i die soon :,(

Yeah. Kept thinking it would get better with time but it just didn't, always felt sick to my stomach during school when I had to be around people alot.

 

[Testiclechincel]

Yeah. Kept thinking it would get better with time but it just didn't, always felt sick to my stomach during school when I had to be around people alot.

Xanax and it's generic friends did wonders for my social anxiety.
It didnt cure my autism though.

 

[whogivesafucc]

no one really acknowledges how bad it is with social anxiety, mentalceldom, high inhibition. they think just being ugly = over, which is true , but there's more to it than that.

i even tried to get a doctor to prescribe me medicine for the constant panic attacks, (can't even fucking walk down the street normally) but he didn't oblige. these fucks would give stacy xanax but wouldn't give me, a person who actually needs it, jack shit.

it has literally gotten to the point where i can't even play multiplayer games, because i'm too uncomfortable that there's a person on another character watching me play the game and probably thinking to himself "lol look at this fucking faggot, he's so shit"

there's probably no chance for a normal life at this point, i mean even if you're some really awkward nerd, you probably still have decent enough inhibition to play fucking multiplayer games, but no, not me.

what gets me REALLY scared though is going for job interviews in the future, like holy fuck, did you see all the questions and shit? how the fuck do they expect me to answer that? i can't even make eye contact with people for more than 0.6 seconds let alone the entire time.

 

[_incelinside]

Xanax and it's generic friends did wonders for my social anxiety.
It didnt cure my autism though.

I don't want to but will probably have to end up substancemaxing

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no one really acknowledges how bad it is with social anxiety, mentalceldom, high inhibition. they think just being ugly = over, which is true , but there's more to it than that.

i even tried to get a doctor to prescribe me medicine for the constant panic attacks, (can't even fucking walk down the street normally) but he didn't oblige. these fucks would give stacy xanax but wouldn't give me, a person who actually needs it, jack shit.

it has literally gotten to the point where i can't even play multiplayer games, because i'm too uncomfortable that there's a person on another character watching me play the game and probably thinking to himself "lol look at this fucking faggot, he's so shit"

there's probably no chance for a normal life at this point, i mean even if you're some really awkward nerd, you probably still have decent enough inhibition to play fucking multiplayer games, but no, not me.

what gets me REALLY scared though is going for job interviews in the future, like holy fuck, did you see all the questions and shit? how the fuck do they expect me to answer that? i can't even make eye contact with people for more than 0.6 seconds let alone the entire time.

I remember I had a uni interview. They asked me questions and I literally couldn't speak, my fuckin face was red hot and I just sat there  till it was over. I also know what you are talking about with online games, I get anxiety doing GTA online heists ffs, I just play single player now. Being normal is out of the question for us

 

[Testiclechincel]

I don't want to but will probably have to end up substancemaxing

I understand your fear...
It was a life changer for me. Being able to talk to people without freaking out is godsent.

 

[_incelinside]

I'm so high inhibition that I literally have to make sure nobody is in the communal kitchen before I go and eat. If people are there I just go out to get macdonalds or starve

 

[kvn]

I'm so high inhibition that I literally have to make sure nobody is in the communal kitchen before I go and eat. If people are there I just go out to get macdonalds or starve

Fuuuck meee. And i thought i was fuckin mental.

Btw i wanted to organize a meetup for eastern europecels so that we could meet sb equally inhibd but "surprisingly" nb wanted to come

 

[whogivesafucc]

I'm so high inhibition that I literally have to make sure nobody is in the communal kitchen before I go and eat. If people are there I just go out to get macdonalds or starve

Wow, glad I found a person with my similar inhibition level. It's fucked up really, I think the only time I can act like a normal human is on this forum.

I think the only solution for us at this point is either try the hardest to get meds, like beta blockers, etc, or just say "fuck it" and get out of our comfort zone. That's what I've been trying to do with multiplayer games, I just say fuck it sometimes. Just lol tbh, other people do that irl but with my level of fucked I have to start with GAMES, where everyone acts like a cocky faggot in the first place, even the most awkward nerds irl.

 

[Hunter]

ikr.