JFL Being incapable of killing yourself is the worst thing.

[Robinxyz]

I think about killing myself 24/7. I don't enjoy anything about my life, and on top of that, I resent my parents for having brought me into the world. I despise society so much that it has turned me into a hardcore misanthropic. I know there are people out there who have it far worse, however, I'm unable to get any comfort from that. My brain operates in this fashion, it's next to impossible for me to see any positivity in a negative environment.

 

[Ghost]

I think about killing myself 24/7. I don't enjoy anything about my life, and on top of that, I resent my parents for having brought me into the world. I despise society so much that it has turned me into a hardcore misanthropic. I know there are people out there who have it far worse, however, I'm unable to get any comfort from that. My brain operates in this fashion, it's next to impossible for me to see any positivity in a negative environment.

Used to think that way, friend. I used to fantasize of burning down the school.

Voice in my head kept telling me 24-7 to kill my parents, myself, and my classmates.

Voice in head came from devils from Hell.

Jesus saved me.

I hope and pray He saves you too. God bless.

 

[Deleted member 3291]

It’s why I am turned off from normie stuff I hate the normie world and the people

 

[NekoStance]

Jesus, call to him, ask him for saviour

 

[Incel-216]

I've tried twice...and well...

 

[mikepence]

I'm sick of being forced to try and put effort into things. I'd rather starve than work.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

same here, i have no enjoyment in living, havent enjoyed life for a very long time, it doesnt matter if theres any sort of temporary happiness that comes into my life because it will just be shutdown because of my views and experiences of this horrible shitty life and existence, especially having to deal with it as an ugly male.

 

[The End]

Hear hear!

It's such a fucking catch-22: wanting to die, but we can't do it because of this damn thing in our minds that fights against self-termination!

But I used to feel worse than I do now... Maybe people feel more intensely when they are young, or maybe we just get used to this pain. Who knows?

At my worst I also felt bad because whenever people tried to comfort me, I was such a black hole of negativity that all of their good-will was drained-away, leaving them miserable and resentful.

Existential despair is the name of the game, and we're all the loooooosers!!!