Don't just think that normies and Chad's life is a bed of roses. They get through hardship, rejection and suicide feelings aswell.
What worries me is that whole spectrum of emotions, both at the top and bottom. Moments of pure catharsis when everything is right and moments of despair. The difference are the connections along the way. For them, it was worth it.
I feel like I'm emotionally stunned when I see NT people reach higher social highs than I will ever do, or feeling the pain of a break up with a good GF. The sheer human experience, in both ups and downs. We are crippled. We'll never know the deep realizations they get naturally through a normal emotional development.
The hardship of this life, the only one we'll ever know. Stunned by sheer luck.
LDARing is the sad choice, one we are forced to make. As we grow older we start to feel less and less. Both in the good and bad way. That is my last cope. I don't want to grow tired and insensitive. I want to feel until the end, something.
What worries me is that whole spectrum of emotions, both at the top and bottom. Moments of pure catharsis when everything is right and moments of despair. The difference are the connections along the way. For them, it was worth it.
I feel like I'm emotionally stunned when I see NT people reach higher social highs than I will ever do, or feeling the pain of a break up with a good GF. The sheer human experience, in both ups and downs. We are crippled. We'll never know the deep realizations they get naturally through a normal emotional development.
The hardship of this life, the only one we'll ever know. Stunned by sheer luck.
LDARing is the sad choice, one we are forced to make. As we grow older we start to feel less and less. Both in the good and bad way. That is my last cope. I don't want to grow tired and insensitive. I want to feel until the end, something.
