Avoiding people from your past

[Deleted member 5712]

Does anybody else here avoid people they used to know from your past?

A few years ago I saw somebody at work that I recognized. We knew each other as kids. They didn't spot me but I spotted them. I hid in the stairwell for a good 30 minutes before coming out and going back to work.

A few years after that I was at a movie theater and spotted a group of girls I knew from HS. One girl saw me and shouted my name. I quickly ran into a men's bathroom and waited for around 5 minutes. When I came out she shouted my name again so I quickly ran back inside and hid in the bathroom for a good 20 minutes until I figured they would definitely have left. When I came out they were still in the lobby so I had to dash quickly to my vehicle and drive off. Haven't been to that theater since then.

Few weeks ago I was walking and somebody kept staring me down while I was walking on the sidewalk. Not sure who they were but I don't go that route anymore in case they know me. I take a longer way when I walk to work now.
It wouldn't be so bad if I was a Chad and lived a successful life. Or hell even if I was a Chadlite and lived an okay life but still had tons of adventures and fun stories to tell people after all these years. But I don't. I'm not. I'm a loser and my life hasn't moved an inch for the better since I was 12. I'm at a standstill. I have no experiences. I have no friends. I have no love. I have no stories. I have no life.
It's just too embarrassing for people to see me and realize that I'm the fucking guy that everybody didn't want to grow up to be. To know you are living everyone's worst nightmare.

 

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[Deleted member 10124]

Does anybody else here avoid people they used to know from your past?

A few years ago I saw somebody at work that I recognized. We knew each other as kids. They didn't spot me but I spotted them. I hid in the stairwell for a good 30 minutes before coming out and going back to work.

A few years after that I was at a movie theater and spotted a group of girls I knew from HS. One girl saw me and shouted my name. I quickly ran into a men's bathroom and waited for around 5 minutes. When I came out she shouted my name again so I quickly ran back inside and hid in the bathroom for a good 20 minutes until I figured they would definitely have left. When I came out they were still in the lobby so I had to dash quickly to my vehicle and drive off. Haven't been to that theater since then.

Few weeks ago I was walking and somebody kept staring me down while I was walking on the sidewalk. Not sure who they were but I don't go that route anymore in case they know me. I take a longer way when I walk to work now.
It wouldn't be so bad if I was a Chad and lived a successful life. Or hell even if I was a Chadlite and lived an okay life but still had tons of adventures and fun stories to tell people after all these years. But I don't. I'm not. I'm a loser and my life hasn't moved an inch for the better since I was 12. I'm at a standstill. I have no experiences. I have no friends. I have no love. I have no stories. I have no life.
It's just too embarrassing for people to see me and realize that I'm the fucking guy that everybody didn't want to grow up to be. To know you are living everyone's worst nightmare.

Sympathise with you. Feel exactly the same way & behaved exactly the same way too. Will continue to behave exactly the same way & hide from people from my past.

I have not human contacts

This too.

 

[Damo the incel]

I've often avoided people that I knew and was even friends with years ago, I don't want them to see my hideous face so I wear a hoof up at all times when in public

 

[Newbie17]

Fuck, this hits home, same here boyo...

 

[StaroRavager]

A few years after that I was at a movie theater and spotted a group of girls I knew from HS. One girl saw me and shouted my name. I quickly ran into a men's bathroom and waited for around 5 minutes. When I came out she shouted my name again so I quickly ran back inside and hid in the bathroom for a good 20 minutes until I figured they would definitely have left. When I came out they were still in the lobby so I had to dash quickly to my vehicle and drive off. Haven't been to that theater since then.

Come on man

 

[Incellectual]

I always do that though recently I've been caring less and less since I think they will stop remembering me. I remember seeing some foid from middle school who made fun of me all the time in a store recently. She got fat and I kept laughing and lowkey following her around the store just to see if it was really her but if she went towards me I would run away like a coward.

 

[bakadesu]

I 100 % feel the same.
I try to avoid ppl i know from earlier.
They probally have nice jobs, gfs etc while i work a shit job living with my parents.
Im scared knowing they would laugh at what a failure ive become ( or always been )
Im still the same when i was 14, inceldom fucks up your life

 

[Deleted member 14577]

I don't avoid them but I dislike seeing them out of many reasons: they remind me of my past self, they see what waste of skin I had become, I have to see how far they've gotten in life and they make me think about how I only spiraled downwards in life.

 

[Blacktarpill]

It is a bad function of my brain.

 

[Asianmanletcel]

Totally yes, especially those "people" that treated me like shit or were just bystanders while I am being treated like shit

 

[Deleted member 14490]

I don't avoid them but I dislike seeing them out of many reasons: they remind me of my past self, they see what waste of skin I had become, I have to see how far they've gotten in life and they make me think about how I only spiraled downwards in life.

This describes exactly how I feel when I see someone from my past

 

[Rice Cel]

Yeah man it's embarrassing to have them see my ugly ass face

 

[anon]

Avoiding people you used to know is an incel trait.
Whenever I see an old classmate I get a slight panic attack.

 

[Pantherafishman]

Thankfully I moved countries so I don't have to see any of them.

 

[builderseed]

It wouldn't be so bad if I was a Chad and lived a successful life. Or hell even if I was a Chadlite and lived an okay life but still had tons of adventures and fun stories to tell people after all these years. But I don't. I'm not. I'm a loser and my life hasn't moved an inch for the better since I was 12. I'm at a standstill. I have no experiences. I have no friends. I have no love. I have no stories. I have no life.
It's just too embarrassing for people to see me and realize that I'm the fucking guy that everybody didn't want to grow up to be. To know you are living everyone's worst nightmare.

 

[IsolationHurts]

Yep... i avoid everyone i know as much as i can. I never stop to talk when i casually meet someone from HS, i pretend im in a extreme hurry like my fucking house is on flames if needed. I dont want them to know about my life. Also, im usually stoned and/or drunk, specially if im outside, and i dont want them to notice it... i dont want them to even have the chance to smell the scent of weed and beed that i know accompanies me so i try to not even come close them...

To know you are living everyone's worst nightmare.

[SuicideFuel] ​

 

[SchrodingersDick]

That’s why I’m not going outside until I get a hair transplant and moneymaxx so I can actually face people without feeling like dying.

 

[Of Manlets and Men]

Girls I knew from high school are the ones trying to avoid me.