Hello, this is my first post. I decided to post this because my life is probably going to end soon. According to my doctor I will have to completely remove my colon or pass on soon. If you are an autoimmunecel please contact me and we may understand each other and help those who will come after us. First things first my life ended the day I was born. An autoimmune disease means your body wants you dead and has betrayed you completely. You're own body hates you and wishes you died. A lifelong condition that you have to fight everyday to the day you die. To start, from the very beginning, my mother is a very attractive women (according to everyone I know) and my father is another autoimmunecel normie. He is currently an MScel. If you don't know what that means, it means his life ended the day when multiple sclerosis took his soul. It took his mind, body and soul. He cant use his hands, legs, mind, speech, mental or interact with anyone in any meaningful way. I am one of his caregivers. I have to wipe the shit from his ass and feed him every single day. I don't think he even remembers who I am. When it comes to MS it ends very soon, especially when they don't take medication. I can't ask him for guidance, help, anything, the chapter ended, the story ended. The finale chapter was written the book is closed and there is nothing more to be done. I don't think he sees me as his son anymore. He forgets my name. You could compare it to Alzheimer's. It has completely broken him and me. He forgets questions as soon as you ask him. My dog recently died from Autoimmune hemolytic anemia. He was a sweet dog, and I loved him so much he held my mind together. Right after my other dog died a year ago. He was a Yorkshire Terrier, Shih Tzu cross. He completely held me together. I am a Ulcerativecolitiscel, I was seen as worthless my entire life from friends, family and women. Only in the past year did I get diagnosed and told I will have to take medication everyday for the rest of my life. They said I was completely anemic. I have always been subhuman, never had a female interaction. I am 22 years old and now my doctor has told me if my medication doesn't work I will need my entire colon removed. I have been bleeding for years everyday. I have decided I would rather die than that. So I have made plans for that. I took too long to get the diagnosis. This post Is to hopefully convince other autoimmunecels to go and get this fixed before it goes too far. Everyday I woke up and I hoped things would get better and I would live a good life. This was not the case. My uncle has crohns disease and is probably going to die soon aswell since his medication isn't working anymore. My mother also has an autoimmune skin disease which hurts her everyday. The pain I feel everyday is so extreme I can't bear it anymore. I took many of the medications but I have learned its not enough. It feels like shitting glass and nails 10 times a day. I can't sleep more than 1 hour at a time. This was all before my high school years, the years I hoped would be my redemption but alas I am ugly as sin... and now I am living in my room with no friends nothing and slowly dying. My mother is the only one who cares for me. I am Autoimmunecel. If you have any questions please feel free to ask.
If you guys have one thing to thank, let it be your health. Once it goes... its gone. I hope you all live a healthy life.
If you guys have one thing to thank, let it be your health. Once it goes... its gone. I hope you all live a healthy life.
