Attempted suicide - Failure

[Friezacel]

I'm Alive

I’m Alive. I guess I have some explaining to do. So for those who don’t know or joined after, I made a last post to off myself last year. You can read about it here. For those too lazy as shit, TLDR: I committed to offing myself after my cunt of a stepfather passed away from his diabetic...

incels.is

Sounds very similiar to this failed rope attempt

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I'm Alive

I’m Alive. I guess I have some explaining to do. So for those who don’t know or joined after, I made a last post to off myself last year. You can read about it here. For those too lazy as shit, TLDR: I committed to offing myself after my cunt of a stepfather passed away from his diabetic...

incels.is

Sounds very similiar to this failed rope attempt

Holy shit. I completely lucked out compared to him.

 

[Friezacel]

Holy shit. I completely lucked out compared to him.

So your case is not as severe as his ?

 

[TheJoker]

Perhaps the governments and feds should look into the eyes of incel mothers.

 

[GENSHIT CHIMPACT]

pics or larp

 

[TheSteal]

I think this is real. Im sorry to hear.

 

[Fifita]

Euthanasia was legal

If it was i would make a appointment asap

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

So your case is not as severe as his ?

Not as bad.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

No way. This has to be a LARP. How are you looking at the computer screen if you blew your face off?

Not posting photos of it since I don't want to be put on a gore website. The round hit my cheek and the exit wound almost hit my eyeball. I lucked out that it didn't hit my eye.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

pics or larp

Yeah. It's a good idea to post photos of yourself online where it stays out there forever. If you don't believe me then I don't know what to tell you.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

what did they do at the hospital?

They stitched my face back together (they botched it) and put me on a police hold to go to a mental hospital. Fucking terrible place. 22 hours a day was waiting for 2 hours of forced activities that were boring as shit. It cost 9,000 dollars for just 7 days and was mandatory.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

was the bullet a hollow point or FMJ?

FMJ. Even if it was a hollow point, skin tissue there is so thin it would've came out the other end and not expanded all that much.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

If its not a larp im sorry that happened. The mental healthcare in this country is pitiful.

Anyways you dont need to hold onto the thought that its completely over for you. It seems most people on here are pessimists and im sure a majority of them are underaged kids. You actually do still have a chance to ascend. Believe it or not, everyone here does.

Are you black by chance? Maybe you can thugmaxx. Niggers use their bullet scars as a sign of strength.

Thanks for the condolences. And it still is over for me. I'm not a negroid. The only way I can be a 3/10 is by having a beard, but it's all patchy and fucked up looking on one side.

 

[baja jagodinac]

never rope man
there are always alternatives

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

never rope man
there are always alternatives

Thank you, New Zealand Mosque shooter.

 

[baja jagodinac]

Thank you, New Zealand Mosque shooter.

 

[PurgatoryPass]

I heard about this one guy who got his face blown out like that, a long time ago. He robbed a store, police got on his tail and he tried to an hero himself, and failed.

Where do you live? Maybe SSI is an option for someone like you.

Being an incel is one thing but having a disfigured face is another. Maybe the officials might feel some pity towards you and you'll get neetbuxx for the rest of your life.

Being incel is traumatic but I think there are worse problems out there. The fact that women are not willing to give me a chance is one of the least of my problems. Being ugly in general and being treated like shit everywhere you go is the worst part. And that's constant. That's why the fact that women refuse to fuck me isn't really the worst part out there. I can handle loneliness and being rejected, even if its painful. But I can't handle normies.

+1 I would try this, get some gibs out of this. In public tho, you should aim to show as little weakness as possible. Hold your head up and stand straight, don't walk too fast or scan the room too much just be slow and deliberate, and blink slowly. If you can get along with dogs, whos social behavior is all nonverbal games of dominance, then you can get along with normies on a basic level. Ofcourse they're going to be freaked out by your appearance atleast at first you'll have to just get used to that.

You can keep offing yourself as an option in your back pocket but really where is your hate? Use your hate to push yourself towards a better situation even if you never truly ascend you can live comfortably and escortcel and leave your mark in some way.

 

[ItsovERfucks]

Damn brocel I hope you're okay

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Damn brocel I hope you're okay

I am, thanks man.

 

[go2sleep]

Much love sorry and hope you don't hate yourself for it.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Much love sorry and hope you don't hate yourself for it.

Thanks dude, I appreciate it.

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

Fucking hell Just saw this post now bro, hope you are well and recovered.

 

[I want to believe]

No way. This has to be a LARP. How are you looking at the computer screen if you blew your face off?

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Fucking hell Just saw this post now bro, hope you are well and recovered.

I'm doing a lot better, thank you.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

@I want to believe
Left side of the face. It exited through the cheek, however the exit wound bursted. I ended up getting some third degree burns on the outside of my face which narrowly missed my eye (thank fucking god)

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

Only leftists and foids would beat a man down in his weakest state.

 

[27yearcel]

You should go er before kill yourself