Serious Attempted suicide a couple hours ago

[Swimcell]

This is sort of related to my earlier thread about my father forcing me to fly home and threatening my life

https://incels.is/threads/im-getting-on-a-plane-in-two-hours.185970/#post-4030800

I was in the car to the airport with my mom (long term parking is expensive, so I got her to drive me). The whole ride my father was screaming at me over the phone, about how I was ruining his life. He has been doing this non-stop for about four days, upwards of 10 twenty or so minute calls a day.

I’m normally an incredibly passive person, I’ll let people walk all over me no problem, but I’ve always had a problem with insane blood-boiling rage that exhibits itself sometimes. And I mean fucking blood boiling, Vein bursting, R A G E.

This was a time like that. It started with teeth grinding. I ground them so violently for 5 minutes that my mouth began to bleed (I think I cut my lip while biting down).

We were on the highway, and I announced that I was leaving the car. As in jumping onto the highway. My mom flipped on the child lock so I smashed my head into the window until it almost shattered, intent on throwing myself onto the asphalt. It felt tremendous. For a second I felt like a man.

But then the rage left was spent and I decided against turning myself into a 90mph meat crayon. We went back to the house and my mom cried for a while. I felt extremely bad for breaking her window, and am going to get it fixed for her before I leave tomorrow.

Oddly this was an extremely liberating experience. I feel much better now. Unfortunately I’ll be going back to the therapist now, and will probably be lobotomized with meds. I’ll add tagged pics of the window tomorrow morning to prove I’m not LARPing.

Thank you for coming to my TedTalk. You guys are my only friends so I had to vent it to someone.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Damn OP.
Don’t let them give you the jewpills as it will fuck you up even further.

 

[Swimcell]

Damn OP.
Don’t let them give you the jewpills as it will fuck you up even further.

I’ve fought against them for so long. I don’t want to be used to further the gun control agenda after I’m zogged out on anti-psychotics

 

[Deleted member 19971]

I’ve fought against them for so long. I don’t want to be used to further the gun control agenda after I’m zogged out on anti-psychotics

Are you forced to go to the therapist or something?

 

[Koruga]

Sad man, your dad is a fucking thug, you say you're passive, but you're aware of your situation and inceodom, why don't you change that?

 

[NEETard]

Did you succeed

 

[Swimcell]

Are you forced to go to the therapist or something?

My mom would like me to. She is a very sweet woman, and I feel bad for breaking her window.

 

[BITG]

Therapy is giga cope. I just ended mine today. Don’t bother. Ur fellow brocels are here for you.

 

[Deleted member 22907]

Your father sounds like a dickhead

 

[Swimcell]

Did you succeed

Yes. I’m currently postmaxxing from my Ouji-board

Sad man, your dad is a fucking thug, you say you're passive, but you're aware of your situation and inceodom, why don't you change that?

It’s just my personality. I don’t like conflict.

Therapy is giga cope. I just ended mine today. Don’t bother. Ur fellow brocels are here for you.

I don’t want to, doing it for me mum. Youre right though. You boys have always been kind to me

 

[Personalityinkwell]

see you tomorrow

 

[BITG]

Yes. I’m currently postmaxxing from my Ouji-board

It’s just my personality. I don’t like conflict.

I don’t want to, doing it for me mum. Youre right though. You boys have always been kind to me

 

[Swimcell]

Your father sounds like a dickhead

Yes

see you tomorrow

see me tonight

 

[Deleted member 23712]

Cap him before he caps you theory

 

[Ropemaxx]

Therapy is giga cope. I just ended mine today. Don’t bother. Ur fellow brocels are here for you.

how long did u go for?

 

[Swimcell]

Cap him before he caps you theory

Cap me before he caps me theory

 

[Koruga]

You boys have always been kind to me

It reminds me of the joker scene where he decides not to kill his friend.
"Thanks Gary, you are the only person who treats me well"

 

[BITG]

how long did u go for?

About 6 months. I was giga coping for that long. But my insurance paid for it thankfully.

 

[Swimcell]

It reminds me of the joker scene where he decides not to kill his friend.
"Thanks Gary, you are the only person who treats me well"

Lifefuel for Garycels

About 6 months. I was giga coping for that long. But my insurance paid for it thankfully.

Can insurance pay for therapy? What kind of insurance did you claim with? Health?

 

[Animecel2D]

Turning that anger outwards always feels greatly liberating. That sense of power, that sense of just letting it all go, all released. You should use it more often, rather than letting it build up. You will have to pretend to swallow the meds to avoid suspicion.

 

[Swimcell]

Turning that anger outwards always feels greatly liberating. That sense of power, that sense of just letting it all go, all released. You should use it more often, rather than letting it build up. You will have to pretend to swallow the meds to avoid suspicion.

Thank you for the advice bro. I think I’m going to practice a martial art to help with it. Brazilian Jiu Jitsu maybe. I already take a shit ton of supplements so I’ll just say I’m taking the meds if they force them on me.

 

[Emba]

see you tomorrow

 

[IncelKing]

Only foids "attempt suicide". Actual men succeed at their attempt. Try again and this time make sure you dont come back with another one of these attention seeking threads.

Actually, i take that back, thERe are always othER CHOices my brothER.

 

[Swimcell]

Only foids "attempt suicide". Actual men succeed at their attempt. Try again and this time make sure you dont come back with another one of these attention seeking threads.

Actually, i take that back, thERe are always othER CHOices my brothER.

Fair criticism bro. I’m don’t think I’m attention seeking though, just venting. Either way you’Re entitled to an opinion.

 

[Deleted member 21219]

Only foids "attempt suicide". Actual men succeed at their attempt. Try again and this time make sure you dont come back with another one of these attention seeking threads.

Actually, i take that back, thERe are always othER CHOices my brothER.

So much for supporting other low value men.

 

[Justdone]

Run away. Get money and block them and only contact them on your terms make your father feel the decades of pain you have felt. Let his cries and anger become the thing that increases your power level. Make him suffer for all of us this post is increasing my energy. @Swimcell don’t allow them to treat ya like a toy anymore!!!

 

[IncelKing]

So much for supporting other low value men.

Do you want him to live out the rest of his life suffering the consequences of being born as a genetic trash?

The rope would actually be mERcy for this guy.

 

[AccountError]

About 6 months. I was giga coping for that long. But my insurance paid for it thankfully.

Fuck therapy, I was forced to join it and it hasn't done shit
Just a foid foidsplaining about what you're doing wrong which is always bluepilled cope

 

[BITG]

Fuck therapy, I was forced to join it and it hasn't done shit
Just a foid foidsplaining about what you're doing wrong which is always bluepilled cope

 

[Deleted member 21219]

Do you want him to live out the rest of his life suffering the consequences of being born as a genetic trash?

The rope would actually be mERcy for this guy.

Then by that logic everyone here should rope and this site shouldn't exist.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

that dude is so fucking ugly where is he from?

 

[IncelKing]

Then by that logic everyone here should rope and this site shouldn't exist.

logically that is the best option, because nobody here has any chance at becoming non-incel, after all being incel is something that you are born as (it's out of your control, hence it is short for "involuntary" celibacy).

But realistically, most people here would rather rot for the rest of their lives because they are too afraid of entering the void/the unknown and they still cling onto that tiny bit of hope that things may change for them, coupled with their survival instinct which drives them to avoid death.

 

[Deleted member 21219]

logically that is the best option, because nobody here has any chance at becoming non-incel, after all being incel is something that you are born as (it's out of your control, hence it is short for "involuntary" celibacy).

But realistically, most people here would rather rot for the rest of their lives because they are too afraid of entering the void/the unknown and they still cling onto that tiny bit of hope that things may change for them, coupled with their survival instinct which drives them to avoid death.

Killing yourself because superficial cunts dont let you cum inside them is the most cucked thing ever. Doesnt make you a real or actual man.

 

[IncelKing]

Killing yourself because superficial cunts dont let you cum inside them is the most cucked thing ever. Doesnt make you a real or actual man.

dude the primary purpose of every living organism is to have sex/reproduce. If you cant do that, you've literally failed at fulfilling the primary purpose of your existence. All that's left is to cope and rot for the rest of your life (or rope).

 

[Swimcell]

Run away. Get money and block them and only contact them on your terms make your father feel the decades of pain you have felt. Let his cries and anger become the thing that increases your power level. Make him suffer for all of us this post is increasing my energy. @Swimcell don’t allow them to treat ya like a toy anymore!!!

This is high IQ, but I could never follow through. My dad would feel very little discomfort if I died, he’d just procreate with another Stacy and live vicariously through that child.

logically that is the best option, because nobody here has any chance at becoming non-incel, after all being incel is something that you are born as (it's out of your control, hence it is short for "involuntary" celibacy).

But realistically, most people here would rather rot for the rest of their lives because they are too afraid of entering the void/the unknown and they still cling onto that tiny bit of hope that things may change for them, coupled with their survival instinct which drives them to avoid death.

Its not really my survival instincts that keep me from suicide. I still find meaning in life through art and expression.

Your points are certainly logical, but I still believe that even incels can find ways of expression and meaning even in 2020. If I ever did consciously make the decision to commit suicide, not like a spur of the moment sperg attack, I would take all of my funds and become a warlord in Africa and try to restore Rhodesia.

Killing yourself because superficial cunts dont let you cum inside them is the most cucked thing ever. Doesnt make you a real or actual man.

This is more or less my take on suicide motivated by inceldom.

 

[Deleted member 21219]

dude the primary purpose of every living organism is to have sex/reproduce. If you cant do that, you've literally failed at fulfilling the primary purpose of your existence. All that's left is to cope and rot for the rest of your life (or rope).

I agree, but life also has good copes. Its upto the individual to decide whether to cope or rope. Id suggest you dont advice anyone here to take his own life. This is a support site for low value men to cope.

 

[Justdone]

Ya can leave @Swimcell don’t need to die but he hasn’t done anything for ya so you should leave before they make ya a slave.

 

[Swimcell]

Ya can leave @Swimcell don’t need to die but he hasn’t done anything for ya so you should leave before they make ya a slave.

What do you mean by this bro? By leave do you mean run away or cut contact? I live by myself for the most part.

 

[singleplayercel]

sorry, man
your father sounds like a major cunt

 

[Swimcell]

sorry, man
your father sounds like a major cunt

Thank you brother.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

logically that is the best option, because nobody here has any chance at becoming non-incel, after all being incel is something that you are born as (it's out of your control, hence it is short for "involuntary" celibacy).

But realistically, most people here would rather rot for the rest of their lives because they are too afraid of entering the void/the unknown and they still cling onto that tiny bit of hope that things may change for them, coupled with their survival instinct which drives them to avoid death.

high IQ

 

[IncelKing]

I agree, but life also has good copes. Its upto the individual to decide whether to cope or rope. Id suggest you dont advice anyone here to take his own life. This is a support site for low value men to cope.

most of us are already dead on the inside.

And you're right, I cant force anyone to rope (that would be murder), but all i can do is give advice (which is literally what im doing) and its up to each person as to whether they follow it or disregard it.

 

[Justdone]

What do you mean by this bro? By leave do you mean run away or cut contact? I live by myself for the most part.

You cut contact by running away ya live by yourself so ya almost there. Don’t let them send ya to therapy it ain’t ya choice.

I ran into .co and I know now that I can’t talk about my social and romantic life to them because I knew they were disappointed in me in for not having normies life. it was going to turn ugly even more and it did before I left them send me off (Jfl).So I only talk to them monthly now over a phone. I don’t hate them just have to much apathy to deal with them in person.

 

[Robtical]

Killing yourself because superficial cunts dont let you cum inside them is the most cucked thing ever. Doesnt make you a real or actual man.

You can just escortcel, or fuck sexbots when they come out. Low iq chad chasing rosties aren't everything.

 

[Ellsworth]

Why don’t you just cut contact with your father. You can do that ya know.

 

[Comfycel]

Prove your fathER that you're an adult.

 

[LastGerman]

I was in the car to the airport with my mom (long term parking is expensive, so I got her to drive me).

Why? You have a driver licence. Stop female driving now.

 

[Swimcell]

Why don’t you just cut contact with your father. You can do that ya know.

He would shoot me. He’s a sociopath who lives vicariously through my athletics, which contributed to my inceldom, and is up front that he would kill me If I defied him.

Why? You have a driver licence. Stop female driving now.

I agree fully, but long term parking rates are INSANE and I live far enough from the airport that an Uber is 100+ USD

 

[Eternal Observer]

If you're going to do it, don't do it in such an agonizing way. You might just end up writhing on the ground with broken bones and huge lacerations on your body.

Try drugmaxxing with meds as a cope for a while. If that doesnt work, try getting a gun to shoot yourself, but get uber wasted first. At worst it'll be like half a second of pain.

 

[Swimcell]

If you're going to do it, don't do it in such an agonizing way. You might just end up writhing on the ground with broken bones and huge lacerations on your body.

Try drugmaxxing with meds as a cope for a while. If that doesnt work, try getting a gun to shoot yourself, but get uber wasted first. At worst it'll be like half a second of pain.

In hindsight I agree. It was a weird spur of the moment thing and one of the major things that stopped me is that I realized it was retarded.