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i have never shared this experience with anyone but here for the first time and I want to understand what exactly could I
Have done and if i could have pushed this farther.
You see a decade ago ,as a 15 year old teenager my mother and I travelled back to my country of bangladesh from the states and we were to stay there for four months.During that time i was reaquainted with the rest of my extended family that I haven't see or talked to since i was 12.Among them was aunt who became related to me after she married my blood related uncle a couple years back.I had always been attracted to her even while i was a child.She was much younger than my uncle, had a pretty face,a nice rack to boot and was always nice to me.I was a horny boy and really infuatuated with her.So during one of our outings with only me ,my mom and this aunt of mine.We got onto a rickshaw which is bangladesh's main mode of transportation and since there wasn't much space i had to sit on top (there is a little plank of wood of some sort that allows someone on top) and my aunt sat in between my legs while my mother sat to her right.Well as you can expect , I popped a boner even though i really tried not to.Since she was in close proximity to me , I could smell her hair and my body reacted in force.My boner was pressing on her upper back the entire time and there is no doubt in my mind that she didn't know what was happening.She remained nonchalant the entire ride even conversing naturally with my mother as if my boner wasn't poking her upper back.It made me all the more excited and we also had the same seating situation on the ride back home.I never pushed this any farther with her and didn't it ever come into any mentioning during my future talks with her.Due to my cowardice I was unable to act and only with age did i realize how much of a mistake I made.I could have pushed farther ,maybe copped a few feels when i ever went for a hug and maybe even do something more and she would have probably kept silent.Whether she liked it or not.
Now as i sit here with a possible broken penis due to my recent masturbation related injuries , i only feel regret that i was never able to take action and now i might never be able to.I want to harass women, molest them on trains, screw my aunt.Will i ever be able to do this ever again if my penis doesnt heal? The gods have abandoned me.
Have done and if i could have pushed this farther.
You see a decade ago ,as a 15 year old teenager my mother and I travelled back to my country of bangladesh from the states and we were to stay there for four months.During that time i was reaquainted with the rest of my extended family that I haven't see or talked to since i was 12.Among them was aunt who became related to me after she married my blood related uncle a couple years back.I had always been attracted to her even while i was a child.She was much younger than my uncle, had a pretty face,a nice rack to boot and was always nice to me.I was a horny boy and really infuatuated with her.So during one of our outings with only me ,my mom and this aunt of mine.We got onto a rickshaw which is bangladesh's main mode of transportation and since there wasn't much space i had to sit on top (there is a little plank of wood of some sort that allows someone on top) and my aunt sat in between my legs while my mother sat to her right.Well as you can expect , I popped a boner even though i really tried not to.Since she was in close proximity to me , I could smell her hair and my body reacted in force.My boner was pressing on her upper back the entire time and there is no doubt in my mind that she didn't know what was happening.She remained nonchalant the entire ride even conversing naturally with my mother as if my boner wasn't poking her upper back.It made me all the more excited and we also had the same seating situation on the ride back home.I never pushed this any farther with her and didn't it ever come into any mentioning during my future talks with her.Due to my cowardice I was unable to act and only with age did i realize how much of a mistake I made.I could have pushed farther ,maybe copped a few feels when i ever went for a hug and maybe even do something more and she would have probably kept silent.Whether she liked it or not.
Now as i sit here with a possible broken penis due to my recent masturbation related injuries , i only feel regret that i was never able to take action and now i might never be able to.I want to harass women, molest them on trains, screw my aunt.Will i ever be able to do this ever again if my penis doesnt heal? The gods have abandoned me.
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