LifeFuel As a NEET I think I'm reverse aging and was more mature at 16 than 32yo

[MajorThomas666]

I worked from 14 to 23 before becoming a NEET, not of my own doing, and I can say I was more mature at 16 than 32, and looked older too. I'm looking at photos of me when I was 18 and I look like a backup quarterback, even though my popularity stemmed from jestermaxxing, as I was too bizarre and short to be a chadlet. I had a full mustache and can't even grow a good one now. Some contractor thought I was 17yo and laughed when I said I was 32.

What are the implications?

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

same tbh i was more mature and adjusted 11 years ago

 

[MajorThomas666]

same tbh i was more mature and adjusted 11 years ago

I think it was because I was ignorant and red/blue pilled, but also knew that the blackpill was a thing, I just rode the wave and ignored the truth. In that era I worked and jestermaxxed and honestly many people liked me, but only because I was funny. Once I got really sick and lost my memory, nobody liked me anymore. In fact, people thought I was an asshole, even though I was suffering. Now I'm contenplating how the fuck I was able to work 12hrs a/day sometimes 7 days a week, one time setting up a venue that took two days on zero sleep.

I can't even do 1/100th of that now but I'm expected to do that and more just to equal the purchasing power circa 2012.

 

[WanderingWhenWinter]

I think it happens to most of us since we slowly loose our sanity over time.

 

[MajorThomas666]

I think it happens to most of us since we slowly loose our sanity over time.

It's not even sanity, despite the world being a hellscape now — it was better in 000's and early 2010's —, it's the fatigue. I don't even know how people can sit in traffic for three hours to go to work and look happy, or work 70hrs a week and be fine, and want to work more.

I seriously do not understand how they have the energy capacity to do it.

I also got Covid in 2021 inb4 its fake (it's a stealth bioweapon) and I was deathly sick for 6 months, yet I'm told it was all fake. I've felt shit from that ordeal since then

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

or work 70hrs a week and be fine, and want to work more

this never has and never will be normal tho
40-50h a week, sure, but more than that and you are either a workaholic or live in south korea

 

[MajorThomas666]

True.

this never has and never will be normal tho
40-50h a week, sure, but more than that and you are either a workaholic or live in south korea

True. I was an exception. That said, even 30hrs is too much.

 

[Lonelyus]

I worked from 14 to 23 before becoming a NEET, not of my own doing, and I can say I was more mature at 16 than 32, and looked older too. I'm looking at photos of me when I was 18 and I look like a backup quarterback, even though my popularity stemmed from jestermaxxing, as I was too bizarre and short to be a chadlet. I had a full mustache and can't even grow a good one now. Some contractor thought I was 17yo and laughed when I said I was 32.

What are the implications?

I worked from 15 to 21 before becoming neet, Now idk what the fuck i am, Just floating thru space sexless handholdless GFless virgin at 26

 

[yeetbender_]

I think it happens to most of us since we slowly loose our sanity over time.

 

[Cuckoja]

Same, i act like a retarded teenager.