A.M.KANGA
卐 For cogito ergo sum, I think so therefore I AM 卐
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- Oct 2, 2024
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The amount of times I get told that I am "loved" and "needed" for the so called future of my own family is insanity.
The second that I do not even affirm their ways of being perfect or remotely successful I am seen as ill or as a failure.
I argued a bit with my grandmother, I had two weeks of nothing, I could not care less about anything as I got too tired to care.
Then we argued and all the typical shit happened, the gashlighting, the yelling, being called a retard, a self p;itying pyschopath before being told to kill my self in full earnest by my own grandmother.
Then the hag wonders why I disrespect her and do not view her as human in the slighest. I hate family, I hate humanity. I live amongust soulless devils who can cover up anything they want. Until you find out one way or another. This right here. This is one of the reasons I wish to be alone, to simply spite my family. I have a hunch even they know a woman would not fix anything. The members in my family all suffered from marriage and talk ill willl to each others dead partners. Disgusting demons all of them.
The second that I do not even affirm their ways of being perfect or remotely successful I am seen as ill or as a failure.
I argued a bit with my grandmother, I had two weeks of nothing, I could not care less about anything as I got too tired to care.
Then we argued and all the typical shit happened, the gashlighting, the yelling, being called a retard, a self p;itying pyschopath before being told to kill my self in full earnest by my own grandmother.
Then the hag wonders why I disrespect her and do not view her as human in the slighest. I hate family, I hate humanity. I live amongust soulless devils who can cover up anything they want. Until you find out one way or another. This right here. This is one of the reasons I wish to be alone, to simply spite my family. I have a hunch even they know a woman would not fix anything. The members in my family all suffered from marriage and talk ill willl to each others dead partners. Disgusting demons all of them.