Are you ever fine and then the truth just hits you again?

[Clavicus Vile]

Hate when that happens. Then I wanna just go sit alone and do nothing, sulking in the dark.

I’ll just be so glad when this is over. I can only have all of these desires because I live. Love, sex, money, comfort, travel, food, etc. Only matters when you’re alive.

If only I weren’t such a coward, but I’ll be doing this same song and dance for decades because I am, and I’ll only get older and uglier, the world will only become more attractive. I can only hope someone will put me out of misery.

 

[ChudCrusader]

I'm never fine

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I've been coping heavily these days but it hit hard again..Seeing teen couples after my wageslave shift on valentines on the bus home was the final straw tbh

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Truth hits me constantly and then I goon or whatever cope

 

[Firefighter]

Seeing teen couples after my wageslave shift on valentines on the bus home was the final straw tbh

the final straw

 

[autisticsoy]

No Im never fine and my family will be a reminder

 

[Jimb0]

I lie to myself and pretend everything is ok, but one look in the mirror is enough to shatter this delusion

 

[fuckmygenetics]

I'm not always feeling down.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

the final straw

Final straw as in I was holding up mentally and tried to ignore it, but I cannot ignore it any longer