Robinxyz
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I am an oldcel, 28 years old. Time has flown by so fast when I think about it. It feels like nothing ever gets better. High school was 10 years ago; I was alone then just as I am now. I'm possessed by fear, I'm frightened of the future. I do not want to spend the remainder of my days in this cesspool of loneliness. Young couples walking by fill me with anxiety and sadness because they have something I will never have. I have noticed that I have become bitter and withdrawn -- and to think I was such a happy child, I always had a smile on. It has become more difficult to cope with each passing day. I can still fight, though it seems this is a war I cannot hope to win.