on the inside, I'm quite stoic for some reason, but if shit gets stressful then I'm gonna cry when I'm alone
I was very sensitive when I was a kid, so yea a lot of normies were annoyed when I started crying. In like 7th or 8th grade I mastered the ability to hold back tears but even then a few drops would still manage to get out. I never cried in HS cuz I was literally bullied for existing there, crying would only give them more material to ridicule me with and I'm dry-eyed when I'm scared
I never expressed rage in public, I only do it when I'm arguing with my neurotic mom, makes sense tbh you cant afford to have outbursts as an inkwell, normies would murder you.