SuicideFuel Anyone Suicidal, if so what is holding you back and how much longer can you last?

[Coldone666]

I'm a pathetic Dysgenic Lowlife and I wish I was dead every day.

I haven't for a few reasons though.

1: I'm too cowardly to pull the trigger even though I fantasize about it all the time.

2: I still have a couple of family members that care about me for some reason and I don't want to upset them.

3: I want to at least touch a girl even once before I die, preferably my Oneitis who I constantly fantasize over.

4: I'm filled with Spite and Malus and existing is like a FU to the world. I feel like by killing myself I would be doing the world a favor and the world doesn't deserve my pity.

 

[PersonaPimp]

What is your relationship with your oneitis?

 

[PersonaPimp]

4: I'm filled with Spite and Malus and existing is like a FU to the world. I feel like by killing myself I would be doing the world a favor and the world doesn't deserve my pity.

Btw that's just a huge cope you, or others, tell yourself. It's not true. The world does not care about incels like us. You killing yourself does nothing to them, and it does not affect them in any way, positively or negatively. Unless you plan on going bersERk, you being full of "spite and malice" will do nothing and you existing won't "hurt" the world any more than you if just roped.

 

[autisticveganretard]

without a doubt, the biggest whitepill cope that's keeping me alive is the technological singularity and ai robot gf's
im of the belief in the next 5 to 10 years, ai will reach human level intelligence; it will be able to do anything the smartest humans can
this will mean we will have robot girlfriends that will be just as lovely, seductive, friendly, supportive as the ideal women, but it wont betray you or hurt you, because you own its source code

this is why i havent killed myself. i need to witness the singularity. theres a real possibility of getting an ai robot gf, and i dont want to miss out on it
and theres a real possibility that ai will kill off human civilization, and i dont want to miss out on that either. i hate people and i would derive great schadenfreude from an apocalypse

 

[Coldone666]

What is your relationship with your oneitis?

She quit so i'll probably never see her again unless she agrees to a giant bribe. She couldn't stand me she only put up with me when others where around.

Btw that's just a huge cope you, or others, tell yourself. It's not true. The world does not care about incels like us. You killing yourself does nothing to them, and it does not affect them in any way, positively or negatively. Unless you plan on going bersERk, you being full of "spite and malice" will do nothing and you existing won't "hurt" the world any more than you if just roped.

Your probably right.

 

[ThriveWithKill]

Been in mental hospitals and was kicked out of the military so I'm scared to fail a background check to buy a gun so I can blow my brains out. Only reason why I'm not dead.

 

[jjbomb]

Stay bro, in a few years we'll get Ai girlfriends that are the same as irl FOIds but wont even betray you

 

[Coldone666]

Been in mental hospitals and was kicked out of the military so I'm scared to fail a background check to buy a gun so I can blow my brains out. Only reason why I'm not dead.

I'm to scared to use guns, I've seen what happens to the faces of people who survived.

 

[PurgatoryPass]

I've attempted some years ago, but now I'm in a better place those feelings are rare. Life didn't get much better in any real way I just came to terms. Cardio helps, I run from my feelings and so does nofap.

 

[poseidon16itachi]

I attempted suicide, what stops me from reattempting it you might ask?

1) Pain of the ordeal (I attempted with bleach)
2) Mum, my mum loves me and I love her (I live with my mum)
3) Christianity
4) Hope of ascension, marriage, and having kids

 

[Johnny_Connecticut]

I'm a pathetic Dysgenic Lowlife and I wish I was dead every day.

I haven't for a few reasons though.

1: I'm too cowardly to pull the trigger even though I fantasize about it all the time.

2: I still have a couple of family members that care about me for some reason and I don't want to upset them.

3: I want to at least touch a girl even once before I die, preferably my Oneitis who I constantly fantasize over.

4: I'm filled with Spite and Malus and existing is like a FU to the world. I feel like by killing myself I would be doing the world a favor and the world doesn't deserve my pity.

Back flip while you rope.

Jokes.

Bro, confident just be.

 

[Coldone666]

Stay bro, in a few years we'll get Ai girlfriends that are the same as irl FOIds but wont even betray you

I'm trying desperately to hold on but I'm in pain both mentally and physically and my copes dont make me happy anymore.

Back flip while you rope.

Jokes.

Bro, confident just be.

Is that Normie dating advice lol

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I attempted suicide, what stops me from reattempting it you might ask?

1) Pain of the ordeal (I attempted with bleach)
2) Mum, my mum loves me and I love her (I live with my mum)
3) Christianity
4) Hope of ascension, marriage, and having kids

Oh shit you consumed fucking bleach? Orally?

 

[poseidon16itachi]

Oh shit you consumed fucking bleach? Orally?

Yes glugged it down, thing is it wasn't a full bottle, and I vomited a lot of it up then got on the floor and started licking it up, then I went and got some sort of oven cleaner spray or something which is nowhere near as noxious as bleach.

I had second thoughts about it (after having consumed like half a bottle of bleach), I was rushed to hospital and put on life support.
I should add though, when I came to I felt no pain whatsoever and I actually felt good, I thought I was going to go to heaven so I was kind of hoping that I would die.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Yes glugged it down, thing is it wasn't a full bottle, and I vomited a lot of it up then got on the floor and started licking it up, then I went and got some sort of oven cleaner spray or something which is nowhere near as noxious as bleach.

I had second thoughts about it (after having consumed like half a bottle of bleach), I was rushed to hospital and put on life support

Are you unable to access a firearm? That sounds so fucking painful.

 

[poseidon16itachi]

No I am from the UK I think there is a way of getting a firearm but too much messing around. I originally thought of a firearm because I thought that would involve an instantaneous death.

As for now, once again I have no intention of committing suicide for the reasons I have mentioned previously.

 

[Phosphorus]

(I attempted with bleach)

How did you do it?

 

[poseidon16itachi]

How did you do it?

Drank it, it was actually like drinking from a sports bottle apart from the taste of course.

 

[poseidon16itachi]

Drank it, it was actually like drinking from a sports bottle apart from the taste of course.

And I also need to add, I avoided most of the high magnitude pain

Wasn't in my right mind, apparently it would have been a nasty way to die, and I would have died in utter terror and despair.

 

[Esoteric7]

I'm a pathetic Dysgenic Lowlife and I wish I was dead every day.

I haven't for a few reasons though.

1: I'm too cowardly to pull the trigger even though I fantasize about it all the time.

2: I still have a couple of family members that care about me for some reason and I don't want to upset them.

3: I want to at least touch a girl even once before I die, preferably my Oneitis who I constantly fantasize over.

4: I'm filled with Spite and Malus and existing is like a FU to the world. I feel like by killing myself I would be doing the world a favor and the world doesn't deserve my pity.

1. There are peaceful methods available. No need for cowardice.
2. Family won’t solve the inceldom. They’ll also live normie lives and expect you to watch, seethe and rage in silence, so very cucky.
3. Delusion. You will never touch your oneitis. See an escort who looks like her.
4. Full on cuckery. The world doesn’t care about you, let alone even acknowledge your existence.

 

[poseidon16itachi]

1. There are peaceful methods available. No need for cowardice.
2. Family won’t solve the inceldom. They’ll also live normie lives and expect you to watch, seethe and rage in silence, so very cucky.
3. Delusion. You will never touch your oneitis. See an escort who looks like her.
4. Full on cuckery. The world doesn’t care about you let alone even acknowledge your existence.

1) Agreed
2) He did not say that his family will solve the inceldom, just that his death would not be without consequence for them
3) No comment
4) His family care for him, and Christ cares for him

 

[Phosphorus]

1. There are peaceful methods available. No need for cowardice.
2. Family won’t solve the inceldom. They’ll also live normie lives and expect you to watch, seethe and rage in silence, so very cucky.
3. Delusion. You will never touch your oneitis. See an escort who looks like her.
4. Full on cuckery. The world doesn’t care about you, let alone even acknowledge your existence.

The brutal truth that will set you free.

 

[timmy]

I attempted suicide, what stops me from reattempting it you might ask?

1) Pain of the ordeal (I attempted with bleach)
2) Mum, my mum loves me and I love her (I live with my mum)
3) Christianity
4) Hope of ascension, marriage, and having kids

how long ago was this and how old are you?

either way you need allah asap, none of that jesus shit is gonna help you through this

 

[war_with_myself]

i have nothing. i just mindlessly float through time and meatspace.

 

[Coldone666]

And I also need to add, I avoided most of the high magnitude pain

Wasn't in my right mind, apparently it would have been a nasty way to die, and I would have died in utter terror and despair.

Iguess the hospital had to do a stomach pump or something.

 

[poseidon16itachi]

how long ago was this and how old are you?

either way you need allah asap, none of that jesus shit is gonna help you through this

It was about 2 years ago, I am currently age 32, I have negligible SMV

I can't see myself becoming Muslim, however I am interested in learning about the Quran, people do get cynical about Islam and Christianity, but I think even if you don't get a partner in the faith there is brotherhood in them which is valuable to me. Maybe this is just a cope on my part.

Iguess the hospital had to do a stomach pump or something.

Yes, I was put out first, then they done several things (can't remember what exactly) but a stomach pump was among them, when I came too I felt really good (probably because of the lack of pain) but I was kind of hoping I would die there and then and go to heaven (or at least be at rest)

 

[DolfTheRealestCel]

I will inherit a large sum of money when my parents die, so I just hold up a few years and then waste it all on Whisky and Hookers.

 

[DioptricAtol]

Too scared

 

[ericdraven10101999]

I'm a pathetic Dysgenic Lowlife and I wish I was dead every day.

I haven't for a few reasons though.

1: I'm too cowardly to pull the trigger even though I fantasize about it all the time.

2: I still have a couple of family members that care about me for some reason and I don't want to upset them.

3: I want to at least touch a girl even once before I die, preferably my Oneitis who I constantly fantasize over.

4: I'm filled with Spite and Malus and existing is like a FU to the world. I feel like by killing myself I would be doing the world a favor and the world doesn't deserve my pity.

A good method