iloveporn
blackpilled misanthropist / recovering addict
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- Jul 24, 2025
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Life’s been tough the past weeks. Sometimes i really wish i just had someone excited to see me come home, someone i could hug, someone to cuddle with and comfort me when im cold and tired.
But there is no one.
The only thing waiting for me at home is my laptop, my games, and my microwave dinner.
As of lately im so tired i don’t even have the energy sometimes to play games so i just end up reading in bed or just ldar.
I was REALLY considering hiring a cuddler. Apparently there is “cuddle therapists” that cuddle with you for an hourly fee. This was until i realized i dont have the money for that and it’d be cucked af. Probably more pathetic than just hiring a hooker cuz at least then u can fuck…
So then i resorted to the good old mommy asmr meme. I went ahead and got my best headphones, laid in bed hugging my zenless zone zero jane doe bodypillow and proceeded to turn my brain off.
I immersed myself in the audio, it felt comforting, it felt nice. “Everything is gonna be okay” “You’ve been doing so good lately”
Oh man, i know it’s fake, i know it’s kinda sad and gives “it’s over vibes” but honestly it was nice.
Im someone who has been carrying a lot of weight for a real long time. Im not at my breaking point, ive been there before. I’m just really, really, really fucking tired.
But there is no one.
The only thing waiting for me at home is my laptop, my games, and my microwave dinner.
As of lately im so tired i don’t even have the energy sometimes to play games so i just end up reading in bed or just ldar.
I was REALLY considering hiring a cuddler. Apparently there is “cuddle therapists” that cuddle with you for an hourly fee. This was until i realized i dont have the money for that and it’d be cucked af. Probably more pathetic than just hiring a hooker cuz at least then u can fuck…
So then i resorted to the good old mommy asmr meme. I went ahead and got my best headphones, laid in bed hugging my zenless zone zero jane doe bodypillow and proceeded to turn my brain off.
I immersed myself in the audio, it felt comforting, it felt nice. “Everything is gonna be okay” “You’ve been doing so good lately”
Oh man, i know it’s fake, i know it’s kinda sad and gives “it’s over vibes” but honestly it was nice.
Im someone who has been carrying a lot of weight for a real long time. Im not at my breaking point, ive been there before. I’m just really, really, really fucking tired.





