Anyone just feeling angrier and angrier

[TomathonClancy]

Honestly, at first I was depressed, but now it’s boiling into rage. But this time it’s towards others. At first I’ve hated myself, the way I look, and who I was. But I don’t even think I’m ugly, yet everyone treats me like trash. They can’t understand how I’m feeling. Their lack of empathy is what makes me so mad.

And before anyone asks, no I’m not gonna ER, since that’s illegal and I don’t want to give us any worse of a name

 

[Deleted member 1983]

i cycle between the 2, pure rage and then bouts of depression.

my hatred for western society as a whole and how normies behave is pretty constant though.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Ive accepted my fate. I just think about how i can cope through the day

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

If you go er, then you become a meme, literally like Elliott Rodger. That's a really poor way to become immortal.

 

[Deleted member 4760]

It's a cycle for me between these 3 emotions; Anger (feel like punching everything), Mild Indifference (Numb), Sadness (crying in my bed).

Right now, I'm in the numb state.

 

[ordinaryotaku]

Same here.

 

[Modus Coperandi]

start writing a manifesto

 

[TomathonClancy]

start writing a manifesto

I’ve tried multiple times, I never end up finishing because I get too depressed to continue, then I realize I’ll never even be able to share it.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I just get more depressed as time goes on.

Normies should leave me alone

 

[Hellothere]

I feel this way everyday

 

[whatsthedeal12]

Something's gonna break

 

[Juxtaposition6]

I relate.

 

[Deleted member 5861]

I just more and more depressed.

 

[Evildoer]

Same, my anger empowers me. And everytime i see happy couples when goung out, i become ever more angrier.

 

[Juxtaposition6]

I just get more depressed as time goes on.

Normies should leave me alone

I get less depressed and angrier with time, the angrier i am the less i have room for self-hatred because said anger is created by knowing the reason why i am like this, knowing that it's not and has never been my fault i turned out this way.

 

[Evildoer]

my hatred for western society as a whole and how normies behave is pretty constant though.

Mine grows bigger and bigger.

 

[Colly]

Nah just sadder and sadder

 

[Anger]

I'm in a constant cycle of anger and sadness, everytime i suffer a rage attack my blood boils and i start to scream with a pillow in my mouth so no onecan't notices my suffering, after that i feel so weak and apathetic where depression kicks in and the cycle repite itself