That's what i've been thinking a lot lately. I was forced to go to school everyday in hs. It was terrible enough. Now im in college and i dont have to go to classes and can chill without working too much and normie influence. However , i also think about the future. Imagining i will have to wake up early every single day to work for my jewish bosses. Spending my life for a work that has no real meaning. And then coming home to be too tired to do anything lol. Hs and college is bad enough but i have free time to cope and shit. The future is very bleak. There is no inherent meaning or point in continuing like this. As for my parents or friends. Yeah some of them will be very sorry , especially my family will probably suffer for the rest of their lives and my mom will never be able to be the same but i dont really feel anything about it. Yeah i can understand the hardship they will all go through but i dont feel anything towards anything and it'd be too painful for me to live like a wagecuck also so it'll be a shitty life choice that will have to be taken in the future. However , i still got time maybe in the way ill change my mind but these thoughts appear very appealing to me since a very long time ago and i might have to put it into practice in future
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