It's Over Anyone else feeling crushed under the weight of their physical, mental and circumstancial problems?

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I finally overcame my fears after ages and checked my bank, telephone company, government and insurance mails, but I remembered now, why I am so anxious in the first place. It's all cope. There is no way out. Every problem affects every other problems and its potential solution.

It's over, ded srs.

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

Yeah, it's a vicious cycle...

 

[overformanlets]

ya i keep checking my mail and my messages ever 30 minutes knowing no one will contact me except for the random subscriptions i sign up for telling me to renew my account or something. Coping is the only thing i have left cuz the isolation is gonna kill me.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

ya i keep checking my mail and my messages ever 30 minutes knowing no one will contact me except for the random subscriptions i sign up for telling me to renew my account or something. Coping is the only thing i have left cuz the isolation is gonna kill me.

Ye man, that's another brutal side effect. It makes me really nauseous. I am already a step ahead though, instead of looking for shit I supress and avoid. ->

Fuaarrkkk, I just can't take it. I just took a glance. I can't open these e-mails. They represent all that is wrong with my life. All the lost years. All the pain. All the social rejection. All my social incapabilities. My anxiety, my autism, my inceldom. I can't just go on after this long time. This is like a throwback right into my past with the difference I am even uglier, unhealthier, crazier and older now.

 

[mylifeistrash]

ya i keep checking my mail and my messages ever 30 minutes knowing no one will contact me except for the random subscriptions i sign up for telling me to renew my account or something. Coping is the only thing i have left cuz the isolation is gonna kill me.

I'm like this too

I check my mail, e-mail, accounts, whatever constantly hoping for messages

but not even automated systems or governments want to contact me

 

[azakhan]

Every time I try to solve one of my issues I end up even worse. There's no winning if you're an ugly man.