It's Over Anyone else fall off incredibly hard?

[jjbref]

My life downfall has been extremely pitiful lmao. My peak was in second year university (2019-2020), right before COVID. I was the president of my university's muslim association, had a ton of friends but was never the type of talk over text, always in person.
Covid came, ngl I was pretty excited because I needed a break from everything and then suddenly I indirectly cut everyone off because im a shit texter and was overall lazy all of third year (I know). for some reason I also had an insane glowdown, I got fatter and got crazy acne due to mask wearing.
I wasn't close to anyone in fourth year and for some reason kept ghosting the people that wanted to be with me, and got addicted to weed (still am to this day). 4th year just went by because I was high 24/7 (except the times I was visiting my ultra conversative parents).

I graduated from university this year and literally have 0 friends, no career prospects (got a medical school interview in the US after 2nd year but got rejected after being waislisted). I've been applying to medical school since (2 more times) and have been rejected both times.

I started fucking working retail and in the hospital since June, my life is fucking miserable. I have a degree in neuroscience I worked my ass off for, got a really good gpa in (3.85), and I clock into Tommy Hilfiger because I can't find a job anywhere else. Tf is my life. Should I just end it? I think I lost my chance in life, I think I let it pass by.

 

[Postmaxxercel50k]

2020/2021 hit me like a truck

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

2020/2021 hit me like a truck

 

[Cuckoja]

For me the worst was at 14-15 when i realized my puberty passed.

 

[jjbref]

try applying for graduate school at the same time ur applying for med school

i thought about academia as a plan b because theres no professional job prospects for neuroscience grads except research and I don't know if i have the passion for research honestly

you doing a masters?

 

[jjbref]

2020/2021 hit me like a truck

for real man, that year ruined my whole work ethic and motivation to be something, been trying to find it ever since

you ever think you got cursed?

 

[jjbref]

medical school is very competitive and acceptance rates are low.

thats fair but my stats are literally good for the top 50 med which is what kills me.

i grinded my ass for a 517 mcat and 3.85 gpa and i still cant get in any where

 

[Todd’s Pay Pig]

Amigo I was good friends with two based muslimcels as a young teenager and for their sake I will tell you to NEVER give up as they my once good friends “Abdul” and “Ali” wouldn’t want you to.

 

[The Enforcer]

I fell off the moment i was born. I should have died in childbirth. Wish the midwives were more lazy. Just needed 30 more seconds. I've been in a state of purgatory for years now

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

2020/2021 hit me like a truck

I was preparing to move into my new apartment. I had $300, two gift cards, and plenty of space for my eventual plans.

After moving, it ended horribly.

 

[Justdone]

You’re the failed normie I think

 

[erenyeager]

2020/2021 hit me like a truck

Same it's as if the universe is cherry picking innocent souls that need to get fucked up unnecessarily

 

[HiddenUzer.Belgrade]

i became subhuman

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Yup, did ok in school, but could not take the bullying trauma anymore. Dropped out. Docnik recommended me some turbine surgery for my sleeping issues. Now I have nerve damage which lead to 24/7 suffocation feelings. It's ogre.