In my English class we were supposed to be doing group work, I had no one near me and didn't want to bother anyone by trying to work with them. I just sat there with my head in my hands. The loneliness got to me and I started imagining myself being comforted by a fictional girl. Man I got so sad, like I've never been comforted by a girl. This isn't the first time I've imagined myself being comforted either, sometimes I accidentally whimper while listening to mommy asmr and pretend that it's a real girl who actually cares for me. 
