Anyone else experienced a manic episode before

[subhumanmonkey]

I had one last year and I did so much stupid shit man I don't even know where to start. I am still suffering from the consequences of it all

 

[whiteboyhair]

Sorry you got no reply.

I did so much stupid shit man

Like what?

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Sorry you got no reply.

Like what?

Raped my liver by drinking every day for 6 months, started doing retarded drugs, got 7k into debt, would act stupid in public. I don't remember most of it but I remember trying to fight some guy in the middle of the night over some stupid shit. I also remember going into clubs alone and not even remembering how I got home cause I was too drunk. I am sure that there are videos of me acting up on someone's phone. Its a really embarrassing time period of my life, I was acting like those lolcows. The peak of it was me almost dying from choking on my own vomit and having seizures from said drugs and alcohol

 

[Initium]

I had one last year and I did so much stupid shit man I don't even know where to start. I am still suffering from the consequences of it all

Stimulant abuse or just a natural mania?

 

[Freixel]

The most damaged user on .is

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Stimulant abuse or just a natural mania?

natural, something terrible happened to me in january and then I lost my mind

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Going insane would almost feel like a mercy to me, I’m too lucid which makes things so much harder.

 

[zd60]

idk, i'm not sure whats real and what isn't half the time

 

[subhumanmonkey]

The most damaged user on .is

I'm going to lobotomize myself its the only solution

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Going insane would almost feel like a mercy to me, I’m too lucid which makes things so much harder.

Long term damage isn't worth it

 

[clearsmoke]

I don't get enough dopamine to go manic, I went into psychosis once before.

 

[Snufkin_97]

Actually many times before

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

natural, something terrible happened to me in january and then I lost my mind

What happened?

 

[psycho123]

I don't get enough dopamine to go manic

 

[Brainy]

I just remember making my whole room look like a cyberpunk apartment

 

[Clit CFO]

I'm going to lobotomize myself its the only solution

 

[Ellsworth]

Is manic when you feel good? I think I had at least one before, but not many.

 

[Clit CFO]

Going insane would almost feel like a mercy to me, I’m too lucid which makes things so much harder.

its not like it happens over night, you'll still be lucid enough to feel yourself slowly slipping. It's a scary feeling and I would've probably said the same prior to my schizo lite free trial.