Discussion Anyone daydream far too much?

[Rot&Repeat]

I'm pretty sure i have this thing called maladaptive daydreaming. My daydreams have very deep plots, can go on for hours, and my daydreams are very detailed. Hell i even put myself to sleep due to daydreaming in bed. It's become a part of me at this point. I can't go a moment without daydreaming of my perfect reality where i'm the focus. Sometimes i mirror the mannerisms that my daydream persona has, but then i realise it looks retarded on me cause my daydream selse is infinitely more attractive.

I swear my daydreams have become an extension of me. When I dream up scenarios I also need to move my body. Like pacing, moving my fingers, grinding my teeth, picking my nails. Maybe those are autisic traits idunno. Music is also a fuel to my daydreams. A tone of the song can usually determine the story, pacing, and atmosphere of the daydream. This shit is actually fucking destroying me. I can't focus on anything other than my daydreams. Everything in life to me has become fuel for mg daydreams. Any recent scenario I experience IRL, I turn it into a daydream but usually in a better outcome for me. Usually i get a glimpse of reality when i walk by a mirror just to see what a pathetic subhuman I am.

 

[Deleted member 33902]

I wish I could.
But my anxiety is so severe and I have become increasingly paranoid,
that I am scared to daydream, I change thoughts and dreams on the fly because I genuinely believe people are watching and looking inside my mind.
And no, I am not trolling or joking.
Idk why this is happening, but I can't control it.
But at night, I dream away. I dream of HS mostly, because it's the time that I wish I could take back and erase.
And all of those dreams involved being with the woman whom I lusted after during HS. Of course, she turned out to be another whore.

 

[Deleted member 32183]

I've lived 98% of my life in my head
been this way since I was a kid

 

[Rot&Repeat]

I wish I could.
But my anxiety is so severe and I have become increasingly paranoid,
that I am scared to daydream, I change thoughts and dreams on the fly because I genuinely believe people are watching and looking inside my mind.
And no, I am not trolling or joking.
Idk why this is happening, but I can't control it.

I can tell that people think i'm a freak when i'm walking and see me fidgeting my fingers in one of my daydreams. Hell sometimes i even make sound effects like a fucking autist. It's nof even on purpose, my body just does it. People definitely know i'm fucked in the head.

 

[Deleted member 33902]

I've lived 98% of my life in my head
been this way since I was a kid

Same here.
My head is what reality should be,

I can tell that people think i'm a freak when i'm walking and see me fidgeting my fingers in one of my daydreams. Hell sometimes i even make sound effects like a fucking autist. It's nof even on purpose, my body just does it. People definitely know i'm fucked in the head.

I do that too. I twitch, my hands and fingers are always fidgeting.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I'm pretty sure i have this thing called maladaptive daydreaming. My daydreams have very deep plots, can go on for hours, and my daydreams are very detailed. Hell i even put myself to sleep due to daydreaming in bed. It's become a part of me at this point. I can't go a moment without daydreaming of my perfect reality where i'm the focus. Sometimes i mirror the mannerisms that my daydream persona has, but then i realise it looks retarded on me cause my daydream selse is infinitely more attractive.

I swear my daydreams have become an extension of me. When I dream up scenarios I also need to move my body. Like pacing, moving my fingers, grinding my teeth, picking my nails. Maybe those are autisic traits idunno. Music is also a fuel to my daydreams. A tone of the song can usually determine the story, pacing, and atmosphere of the daydream. This shit is actually fucking destroying me. I can't focus on anything other than my daydreams. Everything in life to me has become fuel for mg daydreams. Any recent scenario I experience IRL, I turn it into a daydream but usually in a better outcome for me. Usually i get a glimpse of reality when i walk by a mirror just to see what a pathetic subhuman I am.

I don't daydream too much, but I see our lives as the living nightmare, and the dream world as the actual sane existence we were born in.

 

[Deleted member 26358]

I've lived 98% of my life in my head
been this way since I was a kid

Daydreaming is literally the best cope

 

[Lebensmüder]

Daydreaming is literally the best cope

 

[Pakincel]

Same, idk why I do it since it just makes reality more unbearable.

 

[chutmarikacel]

All the time, in most of my daydreams I imagine myself as character with curel past who is now blending in with normal people.