Firefly
Titles are for fags.
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- May 21, 2018
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Worked out/Lifted weights from 15 to about 23. Daily. I had a great body. Problem was that you couldn't really tell my definition at all since I'm a white guy but I'm hairy like a fucking old Indian man or some shit. One time I had a female classmate ask to see my abs. I lifted up my shirt and she said all she could see was my hair and freaked out at how hairy I was. Plus I'm like 5'4/5'' so as anyone knows if you are this short it just looks like you are trying too hard and look like a pathetic replica of what a "real man" is supposed to look like. I, for one, can admit that working out and having muscle absolutely did NOTHING with my chances with women. They always saw me as just a friend and nothing more. I couldn't even get girls to pity fuck me. I never got a Valentine. I've never been on a date. One time I even begged a girl to touch me. I got on my knees and fucking pleaded with her to just grab my dick. When she said no I almost cried and begged some more if I could just see her tits. She showed a lot of boys her tits for no reason. Could she just show me just ONCE plz plz plz PLEASE and I will pay for all your lunches PLEASE SARAH I JUST WANT TO SEE WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE!! (ermm....sorry. flashback)
So yeah. Stopped lifting weights at around 24. Stopped exercising all together at 25. Now I'm 30 and 100 pounds overweight. Ha! It's funny to think about honestly. How low I've come.I think I hit rock bottom every year and then the following year I surprise myself. I'm so miserable at this point. I don't think I can even physically have sex tbh. I have to lift up my stomach just to jerk off. I cry a lot.
Holy crap :o you have pictures from before and after?
So if i gymcel and then, after i reach my "desired muscle weight" I will stop training I will get fatter than I am now?