Any former hikikomori here?

[Uncle Death]

I was a hiki For three years, i start on march 2020 before covid and attempted suicide.

After that My hikiness become worse and I lock myself For three years from 14 till 17. I have gastrik and insomnia at that time, So i sleep at 6am till 7pm usually.

I stop being one after My Father threaten To kick me out, So I had To work as construction worker and go To college. When I was a shut in I do homeschool for My last Two years

 

[Uncle Death]

I took lots of meds. At that time I took depressive meds called remeron. Ruined My life, I stuck at My bed and do nothing at THE time.

Wtf were My doc thinking, now i remember she was a woman So no suprise, she Also Make fun of My mental illness. So I said To her at our last session that I Enjoy seeing woman getting killed and rape

 

[bruhwtf]

hikikomori sounds impossible

 

[Uncle Death]

hikikomori sounds impossible

I never went To highschool, So it IS For me

 

[Uncle Death]

@Efiliste

 

[bruhwtf]

I never went To highschool, So it IS For me

parents would've kick me if i quit school

 

[Uncle Death]

parents would've kick me if i quit school

I went To homeschooll when I was a shut in

 

[Uncle Death]

Yeah My Father did threaten me when I was a neet

 

[Uncle Death]

He said he Will kick me out

 

[Uncle Death]

Then I had To go To work and college after that

 

[Uncle Death]

I cope with video game. I remember playing let it die For Hours. I had like 950 plus hour at it

 

[Uncle Death]

parents would've kick me if i quit school

What you study now? I study law at THE moment

 

[bruhwtf]

Yeah My Father did threaten me when I was a neet

wow your lucky my parents are absolutely cruel on me cuz they really hate these kind of shit

 

[bruhwtf]

What you study now? I study law at THE moment

IT

 

[Uncle Death]

IT

My dad tell me that he wish I was never born

 

[Uncle Death]

Brutal as fuck

 

[Uncle Death]

IT

Cool

 

[Uncle Death]

Honestly I do lots of disgusting shit, like fucking My pillow. Its not Anime pillow btw. I cut a bit and Make a hole To FUCK Its inside. Good thing I never got disease.

 

[Efiliste]

No, never was one.

 

[Skoga]

Whats the difference between NEET and hikikikokoirmooiro?

 

[Uncle Death]

Whats the difference between NEET and hikikikokoirmooiro?

Every hiki is a neet but not every neet is a hiki

 

[Conformer]

Wouldn't wish it on anybody. It was hell.

 

[Skoga]

Every hiki is a neet but not every neet is a hiki

Whats the difference

 

[Uncle Death]

Whats the difference

Hiki don’t work or study and shut themself inside. Neet don’t work but still go outside or party

 

[Skoga]

Hiki don’t work or study and shut themself inside. Neet don’t work but still go outside or party

Is going out to buy food considered as "going out"? If not, I'm also a Hiki

 

[Uncle Death]

Is going out to buy food considered as "going out"? If not, I'm also a Hiki

Yeah buying food only do consider you as hiki. When I was hiki I only go out for night walk and buying cigs

 

[Skoga]

Yeah buying food only do consider you as hiki. When I was hiki I only go out for night walk and buying cigs

I've been a hiki on and off for the past 5 years. With some part time jobs in between that didnt last long

 

[Uncle Death]

I've been a hiki on and off for the past 5 years. With some part time jobs in between that didnt last long

Over. How do you cope?

 

[Uncle Death]

I cope by vidya books movie and cigs or alcohol

 

[Uncle Death]

Even now when I’m out from it I still cope with the same thing

 

[Skoga]

Over. How do you cope?

Same as u. Just no cigs or alcohol

 

[Uncle Death]

Same as u. Just no cigs or alcohol

Good cigs are addicting. Alcohol is good but it makes my head bad when I’m sober

 

[Uncle Death]

Same as u. Just no cigs or alcohol

Do you watch anime. You must be familiar with welcome to nhk. It’s basically hiki anime

 

[Uncle Death]

Read the novel it’s more brutal. Sato is more of an incel in novel

 

[Uncle Death]

Wouldn't wish it on anybody. It was hell.

Yeah it was but I realise that I like being alone when I was a shut in. Didn’t help that I got betrayed by everyone

 

[naizuri]

2021 till halfway through 2023 the only times i went outside was with my parents. before that i was doing uni. it sort of started because i started missing most classes due to inconsistent sleep, then became a neet.
in 2023 i started uni again halfway through the year, they started giving me some jew pills which has changed basically every month or two. still sorta hiki-ish since i dropped half the units

 

[Uncle Death]

2021 till halfway through 2023 the only times i went outside was with my parents. before that i was doing uni. it sort of started because i started missing most classes due to inconsistent sleep, then became a neet.
in 2023 i started uni again halfway through the year, they started giving me some jew pills which has changed basically every month or two. still sorta hiki-ish since i dropped half the units

I’m out from hikikomoridom officially now

 

[Conformer]

Yeah it was but I realise that I like being alone when I was a shut in. Didn’t help that I got betrayed by everyone

I understand. I would appreciate being alone if I had money... I was a Hiki while living with an abusive parent, and had nothing. I left that life when I was 26 (I'm 26, so recently...)

 

[Uncle Death]

I understand. I would appreciate being alone if I had money... I was a Hiki while living with an abusive parent, and had nothing. I left that life when I was 26 (I'm 26, so recently...)

How long have you been one before you leave the lifestyle if you can call it that

 

[Conformer]

How long have you been one before you leave the lifestyle if you can call it that

5 or 6 years.
Only left for groceries and walk my dog for 10 minutes. She liked walking outside.

 

[starystulejarz]

I took lots of meds. At that time I took depressive meds called remeron. Ruined My life, I stuck at My bed and do nothing at THE time.

Wtf were My doc thinking, now i remember she was a woman So no suprise, she Also Make fun of My mental illness. So I said To her at our last session that I Enjoy seeing woman getting killed and rape

Typical foids they only look at the symptomps and then pick a wonder pill at random instead looking for effective and harmful methods to cure sickness and depression is completely natural since your life is garbage and you want to be normal and be happy.
Get Magic mushrooms or lsd trust me they remove my depression for about 6 months after a just a single trip that lasts just a few hours. Australians and few states have therapy with them so i'm jealous. I need to feel like a criminal (and trust me i already feel like one as inkel) just to feel better and "normal".

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

proud hiki for almost 5 years now hopefully I can avoid working for the rest of my life as well

 

[Uncle Death]

proud hiki for almost 5 years now hopefully I can avoid working for the rest of my life as well

If you have money it’s fun

 

[late20scel]

I was somewhat shut in for 5+ years, only went outside to get groceries. If going out to get food makes me not a hikikomori then Im fine with it

 

[Uncle Death]

I was somewhat shut in for 5+ years, only went outside to get groceries. If going out to get food makes me not a hikikomori then Im fine with it

No go out for food still makes you a hiki.

 

[Skoga]

Do you watch anime. You must be familiar with welcome to nhk. It’s basically hiki anime

I do, but mostly fantasy action

 

[Uncle Death]

I do, but mostly fantasy action

You watch overlord?

 

[ne4rthend]

Since I left high school, I lived secluded in my room until I ended up homeless but now I have become a hikikomori again and it feels comfy ngl.

 

[Uncle Death]

Since I left high school, I lived secluded in my room until I ended up homeless but now I have become a hikikomori again and it feels comfy ngl.

Must be brutal being homeless once

 

[Uncle Death]

Since I left high school, I lived secluded in my room until I ended up homeless but now I have become a hikikomori again and it feels comfy ngl.

Great for you brother