I'm in my 30s. Only reason I've made it this far is that I'm so low inhibition I can't work up the courage to rope. I have semi-regular panic / anxiety attacks instead of violent outbursts. Doubt I'll make it to 40, if I don't eventually sui I'll probably die from poor health / genetic defect.
I'm not sure it gets much worse from this point out, at least, except for the added miseries normally associated with aging. The only "women" I've ever received even platonic hugs from are direct family members and an actual retarded woman. Children are frightened of me. I have to keep quiet and purposefully act like I'm even more disabled (mentally) than I actually am so that rather than getting the typical reactions of disgust and anger, people just act pitiful. It isn't much better, but it keeps me from being beaten or otherwise abused. I don't see any of that changing if I actually make it to 40 or older.
Many of the incels here seem to be "technical" incels, where they are by definition involuntarily incelibate, but that doesn't mean they are doomed for life like us "oldcel" "truecels." We are literally unlovable genetic garbage, and nothing is changing that. If you've had sex, ever, you may be involuntarily celibate now, however many years later, and I know that's bad, but we are on a whole other level.
