SuicideFuel Any confidence I had was washed away

[EmperorCaligula]

I was at a birthday party with my cousin whos better looking than me and the birthday guy brought girls and once the bd ended the next day my cousin told me about the girls that dmed him after and I thought I recieved dms too but I look and my dms are empty and he showed me a text of one of the girls calling me creepy and anti social, genuinely cried the entire day

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

brutal

 

[Pikacel]

This guy seems like a bot

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

 

[EmperorCaligula]

This guy seems like a bot

Nigga I just joined

 

[Pikacel]

Nigga I just joined

Why would you hang out with people as an incel

 

[EmperorCaligula]

Why would you hang out with people as an incel

Not my friend's bd nor do I know anyone in it, my cousin brought me with him because he wanted me to "have fun and leave the house for once"

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

I was at a birthday party with my cousin whos better looking than me and the birthday guy brought girls and once the bd ended the next day my cousin told me about the girls that dmed him after and I thought I recieved dms too but I look and my dms are empty and he showed me a text of one of the girls calling me creepy and anti social, genuinely cried the entire day

i remember this happening at the end of highschool

i could still hang out with a guy from highschool and his brother, but all their friends hated me especially the girls and stuff like this happened

the worst one was when the guy told me he went to the beach with some other people and i was like 'whoa why didn't you invite me broooooo' and he said the girls "didn't trust me enough to have me there"

 

[Pikacel]

my cousin brought me with him because he wanted me to "have fun and leave the house for once"

No offence but you’re retarded

How did that condescending statement not clue you in

Or did you just fold under pressure (understandable)

 

[Pikacel]

i remember this happening at the end of highschool

i could still hang out with a guy from highschool and his brother, but all their friends hated me especially the girls and stuff like this happened

the worst one was when the guy told me he went to the beach with some other people and i was like 'whoa why didn't you invite me broooooo' and he said the girls "didn't trust me enough to have me there"

Bro how can you take that what the fuck

Holy shit I’m smart for LDARing tbh

 

[EmperorCaligula]

No offence but you’re retarded

How did that condescending statement not clue you in

Or did you just fold under pressure (understandable)

I knew it was condescending but he was begging me and I fell under pressure cuz he kept telling me that I never leave the house nor do I socialise and I thought to myself "fine what could go wrong"

what went wrong is that, that was genuinely the worst day of my life, and I knew it was over for me from that point on

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Bro how can you take that what the fuck

Holy shit I’m smart for LDARing tbh

i had taken much worse than this, i've gone outside and to outings whenever it made sense to. it was always a disaster but i did it anyway.

 

[EmperorCaligula]

i had taken much worse than this, i've gone outside and to outings whenever it made sense to. it was always a disaster but i did it anyway.

Exactly I always think "may this time will be good" and its always worse and it always ends with embarrassment

 

[OverAtConception]

what went wrong is that, that was genuinely the worst day of my life, and I knew it was over for me from that point on

Exept its not a birthday party you went to ITS YOUR BIRTH

 

[Pikacel]

i had taken much worse than this, i've gone outside and to outings whenever it made sense to. it was always a disaster but i did it anyway.

I knew it was condescending but he was begging me and I fell under pressure cuz he kept telling me that I never leave the house nor do I socialise and I thought to myself "fine what could go wrong"

what went wrong is that, that was genuinely the worst day of my life, and I knew it was over for me from that point on

Just learn your lesson and never leave the house again

 

[EmperorCaligula]

Just learn your lesson and never leave the house again

Im never going to any place that has more than 4 people in it, I'd rather rot in my house playing hoi4 and larping as general than leave and be embarrassed this way

 

[Pikacel]

Im never going to any place that has more than 4 people in it, I'd rather rot in my house playing hoi4 and larping as general than leave and be embarrassed this way

That’s good. Normalniggers won’t just let you hang out with them for no reason

 

[AutismKing]

I was at a birthday party with my cousin whos better looking than me and the birthday guy brought girls and once the bd ended the next day my cousin told me about the girls that dmed him after and I thought I recieved dms too but I look and my dms are empty and he showed me a text of one of the girls calling me creepy and anti social, genuinely cried the entire day

Absolutely brutal really.
But that's how it is if you dont mask or try to act normal. They are gonna pick on up on that and have no mercy. That's a lot of my life really.
You need to be conscious of how you portray yourself in public or else people will pick on you, especially the women, as they have more leverage against you because they know all men want women, but not everyone women wants a man.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Just learn your lesson and never leave the house again

 

[EmperorCaligula]

Absolutely brutal really.
But that's how it is if you dont mask or try to act normal. They are gonna pick on up on that and have no mercy. That's a lot of my life really.
You need to be conscious of how you portray yourself in public or else people will pick on you, especially the women, as they have more leverage against you because they know all men want women, but not everyone women wants a man.

Bro I get picked on a lot by girls they use me and use my bpd against me and its disgusting and pathetic, I try changing my personality but when I get comfortable with someone the true me gets out and I dont have anyone to talk to so I usually trauma dump, its embarrassing, im cringing even writing this

 

[Pikacel]

Only hang out with incels that way you can diss them back in ways

 

[Pikacel]

Bro I get picked on a lot by girls they use me and use my bpd against me and its disgusting and pathetic, I try changing my personality but when I get comfortable with someone the true me gets out and I dont have anyone to talk to so I usually trauma dump, its embarrassing, im cringing even writing this

Just LDAR, never get up

 

[AutismKing]

Why would you hang out with people as an incel

incels can go out of their houses, talk, socialize etc.
Although loneliness and social rejection is almost an universal feature for incels

Just learn your lesson and never leave the house again

Horrible advice.
Leave the house if you want to have some fun, or if you have irl friends you can trust more and pass time with. Not everyone has that but if you have it enjoy it.
That said, you should be careful where you go. You dont wanna be humiliated and pushed even deeper into the pit.
Dont know if your cousin was condescending or what, I mean, normies often think they are helping people like you, they dont see how we see it.

Just LDAR, never get up

 

[Pikacel]

incels can go out of their houses, talk, socialize etc.
Although loneliness and social rejection is almost an universal feature for incels

Horrible advice.
Leave the house if you want to have some fun, or if you have irl friends you can trust more and pass time with. Not everyone has that but if you have it enjoy it.
That said, you should be careful where you go. You dont wanna be humiliated and pushed even deeper into the pit.
Dont know if your cousin was condescending or what, I mean, normies often think they are helping people like you, they dont see how we see it.

Ofc go outside and enjoy life

But getting pitied by normies is cancer, nothing fun about it

You can clearly see how miserable this whole affair made MC. Say what you want but LDARing is way better than getting dogwalked by another male your own age this shit is just not good for your ego.

 

[AutismKing]

Bro I get picked on a lot by girls they use me and use my bpd against me and its disgusting and pathetic, I try changing my personality but when I get comfortable with someone the true me gets out and I dont have anyone to talk to so I usually trauma dump, its embarrassing, im cringing even writing this

Never trauma dump to strangers or most people, it will poison the well instantly, especially as a male, it will ruin your reputation as a man.
No need to cringe, you can say the truth. Many girls gonna use you if you dont have self-respect, this is why I never humiliate myself for them even if it means being alone. Never simp for one.
The part about your true self leaking out is very relatable. Life is just shit really, wish there was a way to fix it. Being bpd must suck. Having irl incel friends or other ill-adjusted can help you feel better and more secure. But yeah, it sucks

 

[Iwillmurderyou]

foids are evil. They only care about looks

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Exactly I always think "may this time will be good" and its always worse and it always ends with embarrassment

it sucks because normies insist you need to just go out there, and everything will be fine.

truth is you are fucked if you don't already have a group of friends that care about you when going out.

 

[tired as fuck]

incels can go out of their houses, talk, socialize etc.
Although loneliness and social rejection is almost an universal feature for incels

Horrible advice.
Leave the house if you want to have some fun, or if you have irl friends you can trust more and pass time with. Not everyone has that but if you have it enjoy it.
That said, you should be careful where you go. You dont wanna be humiliated and pushed even deeper into the pit.
Dont know if your cousin was condescending or what, I mean, normies often think they are helping people like you, they dont see how we see it.

I went to uni to give back a manual to the library, was outside the building talking to my friend and this normie passes by, looks at me and says "bro trim your hair ffs" while sneering at me I was a little tilted the whole day, even though I spent it with my friend.

Now imagine something 100 times worse than that happening to someone without even 1 friend, every time he tries to go out.

I can understand why at some point he decided that ldar is the best way.

Hell, if you count studying all day in my room as ldar, then I ldar too. Normies don't know shit about nothing, I have some stories to tell mang

 

[INVERTER]

I was at a birthday party with my cousin whos better looking than me and the birthday guy brought girls and once the bd ended the next day my cousin told me about the girls that dmed him after and I thought I recieved dms too but I look and my dms are empty and he showed me a text of one of the girls calling me creepy and anti social, genuinely cried the entire day

Foids opinions are useless anyway. It's more of a compliment than anything

 

[AutismKing]

I went to uni to give back a manual to the library, was outside the building talking to my friend and this normie passes by, looks at me and says "bro trim your hair ffs" while sneering at me I was a little tilted the whole day, even though I spent it with my friend.

Now imagine something 100 times worse than that happening to someone without even 1 friend, every time he tries to go out.

I can understand why at some point he decided that ldar is the best way.

Hell, if you count studying all day in my room as ldar, then I ldar too. Normies don't know shit about nothing, I have some stories to tell mang

That has happened with me as well. I was just walking at night and this nigga mocked me for my hair. Sorry you went through that.
I dont get why people are like that. They can sense your inceldom and mock you for it. I hate niggas like that. I never did this to anyone, never mocked anyone like that, fuck people who do this shit.
But yeah, I understand what you are saying.
It is just that if you want something out of your life and hasnt completely given up you gotta get out of the house to work, study, socialize etc.
Unless you are truecel that has given up on everything and just ldars all day and neetbuxs or something

 

[EmperorCaligula]

Foids opinions are useless anyway. It's more of a compliment than anything

Foids opinions are worthless but dude I suffer from insecurity and bpd, words like these do a whole work on me

 

[tired as fuck]

That has happened with me as well. I was just walking at night and this nigga mocked me for my hair. Sorry you went through that.
I dont get why people are like that. They can sense your inceldom and mock you for it. I hate niggas like that. I never did this to anyone, never mocked anyone like that, fuck people who do this shit.
But yeah, I understand what you are saying.
It is just that if you want something out of your life and hasnt completely given up you gotta get out of the house to work, study, socialize etc.
Unless you are truecel that has given up on everything and just ldars all day and neetbuxs or something

I understand, personally I don't think relationships are worth pursuing though

 

[cathuluelitist]

i had taken in much worse than this

What

 

[Lunaticcurrycel]

I was at a birthday party with my cousin whos better looking than me and the birthday guy brought girls and once the bd ended the next day my cousin told me about the girls that dmed him after and I thought I recieved dms too but I look and my dms are empty and he showed me a text of one of the girls calling me creepy and anti social, genuinely cried the entire day

Crying is a soyboy trait