I’ve exhausted my “options”, I have none left. I might devote the rest of my life to following Jesus Christ.
I’m tired of this world, it’s disgusting.
I’m tired of this world, it’s disgusting.
Yes. (I am in the process of becoming one, most likely). There are others who are though.
Yea me
How do you guys process being blackpilled and also Christian? I have finally made the leap to where I can fully believe in God and Jesus however slowly I’m crawling back into my old ways. Jesus literally saved my life from despair but… I’m just tired…
I am an atheist, I was a christian until I was 15 years old and then I rebelled against all religions.
Im a Luke warm christian atm bro...
When im at home and not working my fulltime job, I often consume tons of Porn (cause of my enormous amount of Lust), Fap till I am physically exhausted and take xanax for sleep.
During the weekends I often smoke weed and play video games/watch youtube and scroll through .is
my life summed up
I dont really have motivation to better myself,
cause what´s the point lol.
cause what´s the point lol.
I don't jew worship the jews
I don’t have motivation to do anything related towards increasing my chances with the opposite sex including making money and working out.
However I had a porn addiction since I was 12 years old because some lukewarm Protestant youth leader decided it was a good idea to show me porn at a young age.
Anyhow, I’ve quit porn and it’s been a lot better since, I’ve been doing semen retention and it really helps.
With semen retention (I failed after like 25-30 days) I was way more focused and alert to things in my life. I was channeling that energy into more productive things in life. I actually felt like there was a sudden change in life but then the lust was too much and I jerked off.
But yeah life just has zero purpose nowadays I don’t even know why I work anymore.
Christ literally revolted against the Jews lol
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Agnostic here.
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