Like every summer of my life, it's wasted on being in my room doing nothing, not even video game because my brain can't just experience most of entertainment pleasure anymore.
My mom tell me to find a job to get a better life and honestly I'm not against it, I always wanted to have a work and make money for some projects, but keep getting rejected every time.
Anyway even if I get a job and money, what is going to happen ? Nothing, no fun, no date, at best I could travel to so place in my country or other country but I know how it's going to end : Me alone with myself being looked as an awkward an potentially dangerous man.
My mother keep telling to pray to God to have a better life and a better treatment from other...Yeah sur, other people made hardcore prayer before even being born and me, stupid idiot, I didn't do enough prayers so people treat me like shit, while chads atheist banging women all summer and have a social fun life exist.
I do believe In God but this type of shit could make you an atheist asap if repeated all the time " Pray and people will treat you better " " Pray and you will have a beautiful wife " and it's always made up story about ONE GUY who got to the church every day to pray until he got a good job and a wife ( Pray until you betabux theory )
Damn fucking clown world.
My mom tell me to find a job to get a better life and honestly I'm not against it, I always wanted to have a work and make money for some projects, but keep getting rejected every time.
Anyway even if I get a job and money, what is going to happen ? Nothing, no fun, no date, at best I could travel to so place in my country or other country but I know how it's going to end : Me alone with myself being looked as an awkward an potentially dangerous man.
My mother keep telling to pray to God to have a better life and a better treatment from other...Yeah sur, other people made hardcore prayer before even being born and me, stupid idiot, I didn't do enough prayers so people treat me like shit, while chads atheist banging women all summer and have a social fun life exist.
I do believe In God but this type of shit could make you an atheist asap if repeated all the time " Pray and people will treat you better " " Pray and you will have a beautiful wife " and it's always made up story about ONE GUY who got to the church every day to pray until he got a good job and a wife ( Pray until you betabux theory )
Damn fucking clown world.
