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Long story short i know you fuckers don't like to read. Respectfully, ill keep today's rant short.
I thought how much would it take. I have a comfortable life. I'm in my condo in the middle of the city, a lifestyle anyone my age would be envious of, im fail proof in going through life. It all doesn't matter.
My whole life summed up is few rare moments that happened so long ago I start doubting thinking if they weren't just a dream.
How brutal do you call the existence of a 25 year old without the experience of a birthday wish from anybody other than his family.
It's not KHHV for me anymore, I don't aspire to hold a woman's hand. Matter of fact that experience alone would give me a year long lifefuel if it were sincere, but im not talking about dreams today.
Alone is today's keyword. Kissless.. duh? Handholdless, hugless.. what is this, virgin? Excuse me i don't remember the last time I got a text from anybody. My contact list is empty.
Loneliness is where the road to hell leads.
I would give a lot to be noticed.
Everything to be loved.
I don't even know why im still waking up just to do the same thing over and over and over, I don't even know what year it is. I don't care. Nothing matters.
Slowly im turning into a robot. Senseless machine, subhuman with limited range of function.
I thought how much would it take. I have a comfortable life. I'm in my condo in the middle of the city, a lifestyle anyone my age would be envious of, im fail proof in going through life. It all doesn't matter.
My whole life summed up is few rare moments that happened so long ago I start doubting thinking if they weren't just a dream.
How brutal do you call the existence of a 25 year old without the experience of a birthday wish from anybody other than his family.
It's not KHHV for me anymore, I don't aspire to hold a woman's hand. Matter of fact that experience alone would give me a year long lifefuel if it were sincere, but im not talking about dreams today.
Alone is today's keyword. Kissless.. duh? Handholdless, hugless.. what is this, virgin? Excuse me i don't remember the last time I got a text from anybody. My contact list is empty.
Loneliness is where the road to hell leads.
I would give a lot to be noticed.
Everything to be loved.
I don't even know why im still waking up just to do the same thing over and over and over, I don't even know what year it is. I don't care. Nothing matters.
Slowly im turning into a robot. Senseless machine, subhuman with limited range of function.
