SuicideFuel Anhedonia hits hard

[Friezacel]

I suffer since months from anhedonia and nothing brings me joy anymore. I keep getting more depressed and even in gaming i lost interest and didnt play RDR 2 since over 2 months even though i wanted to continue. Also meeting ul with my only friend isnt as fun as it used to be. I cant even focus on watching my shows without getting distracted. All i did the last 2 days was jerking off like a mindless zombies and watching corn

 

[SubhumanGamer]

Same I have become a slave to getting any type of dopamine and the dopamine doesn't hit anymore

 

[CruxGammata]

brutal @kay' pill

 

[Friezacel]

brutal @kay' pill

why him

 

[KING NOTHING]

I seriously envy well-adjusted people who can get the dopamine equivalent of busting three nuts just by watching a sunset or some bullshit.

My brain needs a factory-reset.

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

Same here, I’m just doing nothing all day just eat, shit and sleep, my main activities are walking around in circles all day ,YouTube and fantasising my ideal life, that’s it. Can’t even play a video game with out getting bored the after a few minutes.

 

[Friezacel]

I seriously envy well-adjusted people who can get the dopamine equivalent of busting three nuts just by watching a sunset or some bullshit.

My brain needs a factory-reset.

No factory reset for your lack of intimacy

 

[Friezacel]

walking around in circles all day

Autist trait

Same here, I’m just doing nothing all day just eat, shit and sleep, my main activities are walking around in circles all day ,YouTube and fantasising my ideal life, that’s it. Can’t even play a video game with out getting bored the after a few minutes.

Pretty much same situation for me. I have now holidays and i should be happy about it, but its so fucking boring. Staying at home or going wageslaving is just picking one posion

 

[DarkStar]

I suffer since months from anhedonia and nothing brings me joy anymore. I keep getting more depressed and even in gaming i lost interest and didnt play RDR 2 since over 2 months even though i wanted to continue. Also meeting ul with my only friend isnt as fun as it used to be. I cant even focus on watching my shows without getting distracted. All i did the last 2 days was jerking off like a mindless zombies and watching corn

I know how you feel man:

Lately, shit has just gotten worse for me:
-More busy with college
-Issues with my wages lave; I forgot some document that they need.
-Seeing the decline of the forum makes it more depressing: Not to mention, I have tons of threads I want to make/work on & stuff to actually give a well thought out reply to but can't due to how busy & also depressed I am.
-Havent played tons of games I want to play(such as BG3, ME2, etc).
-Past traumas have came back heavily; suicidefuel indeed.

 

[Friezacel]

I know how you feel man:

Lately, shit has just gotten worse for me:
-More busy with college
-Issues with my wages lave; I forgot some document that they need.
-Seeing the decline of the forum makes it more depressing: Not to mention, I have tons of threads I want to make/work on & stuff to actually give a well thought out reply to but can't due to how busy & also depressed I am.
-Havent played tons of games I want to play(such as BG3, ME2, etc).
-Past traumas have came back heavily; suicidefuel indeed.

its over

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

Autist trait

I know, I’d rather walk around in circles then go out side for a walk and look at normies and foids. Pretty much got agoraphobia.

Pretty much same situation for me. I have now holidays and i should be happy about it, but its so fucking boring. Staying at home or going wageslaving is just picking one posion

It’s over man.

 

[DarkStar]

I know, I’d rather walk around in circles then go out side for a walk and look at normies and foids.

You like to pace as well?

It’s over man.

its over

This is genuinely the closet to suicide I have felt in awhile...

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

You like to pace as well?

Yeah man, I’ve done it for so many years it’s like normal to me now, I probably look absolutely insane pacing around but fuck it, it beats going out side anyday.

 

[ElTruecel]

Goon pill

 

[DarkStar]

Yeah man, I’ve done it for so many years it’s like normal to me now, I probably look absolutely insane pacing around but fuck it, it beats going out side anyday.

I've done it my whole life.

 

[Friezacel]

Goon pill

Ill never forgive the kikes for creating and pushing the porn indiustry

 

[kay']

brutal @kay' pill

Is 3 am, time to sleep mang

 

[ElTruecel]

Ill never forgive the kikes for creating and pushing the porn indiustry

I don’t watch or coom to porn

 

[kay']

I don’t watch or coom to porn

 

[Friezacel]

I don’t watch or coom to porn

mogs almost everyone on this forum

 

[ElTruecel]

mogs almost everyone on this forum

porn is cucked and I’ve always been anti porn. I only do soft core aka any sort of chick in a bikini that I find attractive or their body I do it too.

 

[Friezacel]

porn is cucked and I’ve always been anti porn. I only do soft core aka any sort of chick in a bikini that I find attractive or their body I do it too.

It has me hooked since years

 

[CruxGammata]

Is 3 am, time to sleep mang

gn

 

[ElTruecel]

It has me hooked since years

Shit can u fap without it? I think that will maybe help if u start doing that and slowly u can maybe overcome or at least cut down on fapping so much. But yea Gooning is bad I’ve been doing it too much.

 

[Emba]

Sounds like you need a new cope.

Being a survivalist really helped me cut down on sui thoughts... It's like the complete opposite!

Studying gears and tactics and scenarios really offers a antisui perspective on things...

You're gonna die eventually anyway - everyone does - but the trick is to not make you're death easy.

One lonely dude I know study food prep and long term storages. It keeps him busy.

 

[Friezacel]

Shit can u fap without it? I think that will maybe help if u start doing that and slowly u can maybe overcome or at least cut down on fapping so much. But yea Gooning is bad I’ve been doing it too much.

I can but im extremely addicted to watching it, i literally cant get it out of my way, no matter where i am

 

[Friezacel]

Studying gears and tactics and scenarios really offers a antisui perspective on things...

You mean becoming a soldier ?

You're gonna die eventually anyway - everyone does - but the trick is to not make you're death easy.

Death gotta be easy, 'cause life is hard

One lonely dude I know study food prep and long term storages. It keeps him busy.

Seems like an autistic hobby, no judgement though. I'm simply unable to feel anything positive currently