TLDR:
He had a bully in school and women were attracted to this bully. Basically be dark-triad. He goes on to talk about how he couldn't get a girl so he started having sexual fantasies. He got into drawing because he drew women's asses and masturbated to the drawings. Later, he talks about how he couldn't attract girls due to being shy. His friend could attract girls. He tried to make art things to give to the women but failed. Then, he talks about how it sounds like it's all in his head. But he notices that he isn't as attractive as other men and doesn't get the same reaction from women as other handsome men. Ends with "Basically, if you're an inferior type, the world wants you to go into a corner and die, and be quiet about it."