
Trannydestroyer
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- May 14, 2023
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I just don't understand it's not like I was doing anything different from what she was doing I was working focusing on wageslaving and she starts a conversation and then proceeds to tell me "why I was shy" and she said that she feels like I am scared of people I just laughed it off I wasn't even mad at her she probably meant well, obviously it's to due with something out of my control. It's as if some normal looking person acted the same way as me they probably wouldn't get told the same it's always me it always has been I just hate being seen as unique, different, weird and special I just want to fit in for once this same scene has been playing over and over again in my life from the past such as relatives asking me why I am 'quiet' ect, ect I know for a fact they wouldn't say the same if I was at least normal looking or good looking and you know what's the twist? when I try to act differently and become increasingly loud and outgoing since they say I am 'shy' I get weird looks for that too. I just give up at this point I guess I will live and die as some recluse then no matter what I do it isn't enough.